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Boyfriend wants more

I got a boyfriend – my first boyfriend actually – a couple of months ago. He’s a senior from university. We would make out in his car every time we meet. It was just kissing at first. The first time he groped my breasts and sucked them, I was so shocked and told him not to do it again. But eventually I came to like it myself and I didn’t stop him anymore. Seeing him sucking them actually turns me on I realized I get wet when he was sucking on my nipples. And last Friday, he started groping my butt and fingering me. I didn’t know what finger banging is but it felt so good. I do not hate it and I actually like getting sexual with him. But I definitely don’t want to take it to another level of having sex. Apparently he wants to have sex with me. But I have this thing. Wanting to stay virgin till I’m married. I don’t want to lose my virginity before I’m married no matter what. I want it special for my husband whom I’ll be with for the rest of my life. What’s making me worried is that what if I lost my self-control one day when he keeps arousing me like that and it just happened? Sigh! I really don’t know what to do. And I also think we’re going too fast. We’ve only dated for 3 months.

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