Divorcing my husband to be with the guy I am having affair with
My secret is that I may be divorcing my husband to be with guy I am having affair with. I have been in a relationship for over 3 years and been married with the same guy for over 7 years. My secret is that I am not feeling the love for my husband anymore.
I grew up in Mackenzie but moved to Quesnel with my husband. A friend and I had an affair a couple years ago. It was supposed to be sex only when my husband was out of town. No feelings or anything. Not long after I confessed that I was growing feelings for him. At first he wanted to keep it with no strings, and then he said he wanted me for himself and that he was growing feelings for me too. We tried to stay friends because I am still married, but lately he’s wanted me to come visit him in Prince George. He also suggested I divorce my husband and go stay with him in Prince George or move to somewhere else with him. My husband and I are on shaky grounds even after several years together. My friend has always treated me well and never made me cry. My husband goes out of his way to cause me pain. I’ve always loved them both, but I’m starting to fall out of love with my husband. My husband doesnt know any of it yet, I just pretend that everything is ok even after he treats me badly. I know I deserve better than my husband but I feel like a dirty whore somedays. I dont regret it at all though. We don’t have any children together so it may be easier to cut my losses but I don’t know if my friend will commit to me or not but I love the intimacy we have together.
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