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Well the thing is because of the Internet everything is accessible. So I’ve been interested in sex since I was 14. I lost my virginity when I was 15 and there are lots of things out there I still wanna do. The main thing is two things, one, sleep with a older women, and two, be dominated by a women and have her play with my cock and ass. I’m 18 and it’s my birthday in a few days so ill be hitting up the bars here soon.
I have this fantasy of having three sluts at the same time, one to suck my cock, one to lick my balls and the other to shove a dildo up my ass. Then I want to fuck each and every one of them. I want to stick my cock in their asses, mouths, pussies and use the dildo on them at the same time. This fantasy overcomes me and I think about it all the time. I know there are sites like ashleymadision that could help me locate some really trashy Kamloops sluts.
I don’t know if I will ever get the nerve but every time I jerk off in the shower or fuck my wife, I think about making that call, or hitting one of those websites. I also want to watch some Kamloops sluts go down on each other and use strap ons. I just want a dirty encounter that has no boundaries. I would even let another guy be there and fuck me in the ass if I could just have this one fantasy. I know one day I will make it happen but for now it remains nothing more than a fantasy.
I keep trying to get the nerve up to ask my wife if she would be interested in joining a sexual party, but I am afraid she would leave me if she knew how twisted I really am. If she knew I crave a cock in my ass, or even a dildo she would think I was gay. The truth is I am just a sex addict and I want to have my way with more than one person at once, male and female.
You hear people talk about how guys always fantasize about seeing two girls together, but I have had the same fantasy for a long time. When my boyfriend is fucking me I often visualize him sucking a cock or getting fucked in his ass while I watch. My fantasy is watching my boyfriend with another man. Thinking about this makes me cum so fast that I have to slow my mind so I don’t explode before he does. It started out me dreaming of him getting his cock sucked by a school girl in uniform while I watched, then I imagined him fucking her from behind while I ate her pussy. Now the fantasies of him sucking a cock have taken on a whole new form.
The thought of watching him get fucked hard in his ass makes me want to cum right now. I want to see him scream in pain as he has a huge cock shoved hard in his ass. I want to watch as he swallows a huge cock down his throat and then gulps the whole load, swallowing every last drop. I think of having my boyfriend fuck me while another guy fucks me in the ass too, that is another fantasy that makes me so horny I can’t think. But the one that really turns me on and makes me crazy is visualizing my boyfriend pulling another man’s pants down, slowly sucking on that guys cock and then bending over so the man can slip his hard cock right into my boyfriend ass.
Maybe I am abnormal but if I ever could get my boyfriend to do that, I would. I often dream of setting him up to be raped in the ass so I can watch. I am so turned on by this thought that it consumes me and makes me want to fuck all the time. My pussy is wet just thinking about it now.
I was dating and cheating with a married 30 year old cop who was married to another cop. She would come over all the time and fuck. She loved anal and would take it anyway she could get it. I gave her facials and she would even come fuck me with her child in the car, at her house when her husband was at work and give me road head all the time. I tried breaking it off and she just started sucking me off. It all ended when found out she fucks other cops too. This person has no soul. but is awesome in bed.
I imagine her husband is going to find out one day and when that happens I do not want to be around. One thing I will say is that I miss her dirty sex, and I miss the way she likes to take it up the ass, in her mouth and in her pussy. Sometimes when I would pull my cock out of her pussy she would go down on me to taste herself, and that was a total turn on. I know there are other women out there like her and I am going to find one, maybe one who is not married to a cop would be better, but until then I will jerk off thinking of the sex I had with her.