I am a straight married 29 year old woman living in Fort St. John, but ever since I was in high school, I have been attracted to women. I don’t know why but the thought of me with a woman drives me crazy. I never told this to anyone, not even to my husband. I don’t want a romantic relationship just sex a woman would be hot. I love watching lesbian porn when my husband is out of the house. I want to find a woman to have sex with so badly. I have heard of sites like Ashley Madison is good places to look for affairs or finding what I am looking for. I don’t want to destroy my marriage though. On top of that Fort St. John is a very small place for anything like that to happen.

I know that if I want this dream to come true, I can make it happen. I just have to get up the nerve to let my husband know what I want. I am sure he would go for it, because what guy wouldn’t? But, I have to find a way to gently ease into it. And maybe if I find the right girl, I can make my fantasy come true. I would rather it just be me and another woman but if I have to let my husband watch us, I think it would be worth it.

I keep wondering if approaching my husband with this topic would make him angry, but it isn’t as if I want another man so I don’t see how it would. No matter what, I am going to find a way to have lesbian sex one day. I am to attracted to women not to make sure this happens for me. I am getting hot just thinking about being with another woman.