I still remember the first time I gave a blowjob. My first time was with my teenage neighbor when I was living in Saskatchewan. We were both the same age and lived out in the country. We both were teenager, and talked about sex every night. One day he asked me to meet him on the four wheelers a little ways down from our houses, way back in the weeds by a creek. I was very nervous but he walked me through it. He was sitting on the four wheelers. Then he directed me to sit between his legs and he was directing my head showing me how to give a blowjob. He came all over me. A few weeks later we were still talking about it dirty to each other and while we were texting my mom grabbed my phone and read all my dirty messages. Needless to say I was grounded for few weeks. Ever since that I have loved the excitement of giving someone blowjob. I even don’t care whether the guys are married or have girlfriends or singles. I just love the feelings of guy’s cumming because of what I am doing to them. I love the feeling just before the climax in my mouth or on my face.

Many people on mysecrets.ca site have very steamy, erotic, and exciting stories about their first blowjobs. I will just share my frustration that I never shared with anyone. Most women I’ve ever had sex with lacked the patience it takes to make me cum while giving me a blowjob. I live in Cincinnati, Iowa; dated many women. They get tired or stop at the end. It’s a slow tease, dirty talk, passion that finally gets me off, when it actually does work. My first blowjob was from a 37 year old married woman who was cheating on her husband, and I met her on Ashley Madison in Iowa. She had a lot of trouble trying to please me with blowjob. After going down on me and lots of sex, I had to finish myself off. To this day, I haven’t found anyone who can make me climax with blowjob.

I am not sure why I cannot get pleased by any woman from a blowjob. I often wonder if maybe I would be pleased by a man giving me a blowjob. Maybe a woman doing it to me is not dirty or wrong enough. I am not sure what the problem is but I want so badly to cum in a woman’s mouth and I feel as though I have to find the one woman who can please me with a blowjob.