So my cousin (female) and I (male) were staying at our grandparents’ house on the same night. This has been around 3 years ago, I was 13 and she was 14. She was a mature girl even back then. Her boobs were of average size with perfectly round shape, and she had a big and shapely ass. She was naturally blonde and wore glasses, and had an hourglass figure. Some of the very first fantasies I remember having were with her. So it was getting late and we go and lay in the bed. We lay so her head is on one end and mine on the other end, and we are sort of laying at each others feet. She is wearing thin little short shorts tonight, and after laying there for a while with my hand on her thigh, I began to get very hard. I pretended I was asleep (although she very well knew I wasn’t) and began to run my hand up her leg. I worked my hand into her shorts leg and into her panties. I could feel her pussy, and she hadn’t said anything to me yet, so I started to stick my finger in and out of her. I stopped after about 5 minutes of that. When I stopped she got up and went to the other bed in the other room (I think I freaked her out a little bit, because I’m pretty sure she wasn’t entirely willing). So I layed there the rest of the night and managed to fall asleep, without finishing myself off. The next morning I woke up and went to her room. She was asleep, and I could see the edge of her bra under the tank top she was wearing. I pulled my dick out and began to jerk off to her sleeping face, and after a few minutes I took my other hand and played with one of her breasts. I had to be careful as to not wake her up. I came in the trash can next to her bed just before she woke up and made my escape. The orgasm was absolutely mind blowing.

My wife and I have talked about her venturing out and finding another man to have sex with. We talk about it while we are having sex. The thought totally arouses me and I am wanting her to consider going out and finding just that man to either give him a blowjob or if she wants have sex with him. I just want her to tell me about all of it. It’s VERY stimulating to think of her having some sort of sexual activity with another man, again, as long as she tells me about it while we are having sex. It increases the intensity of my orgasm when she tells me that she will do it and I can just imagine what it would be like if she would just do it. I kinda want to watch her with another man but I think for the first time I would rather her go out on her own and just tell me about it then we could invite him over to let me watch him fuck her.

She used to tell me about her past sexual encounters with men before we were married but hasn’t done that in a long time. I loved it and miss being able to picture her with people we both knew. One time she even told me that she and one of my friends girlfriends had play a little touch and feel with each other but I’m not sure it was true. I hope it was because the story she told me drove me bonkers while we had sex. Anyway, I’m hoping that after 20 years of marriage she knows that I trust her enough to do this and that there is Love and then there is Sex. Her having sex of any kind with another man would totally stimulate me and her telling me about while we have sex would be over the top!!!