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My secret drive to meet my fantasy girl

Friday, March 25th, 2016

My long drives to her are nothing short of foreplay. She is undoubtedly my drug of choice.

This particular night wasn’t any exception to the other drives I had made in the last few weeks. The drives were late and long and it always seemed like it took forever to get where I was going. We both lived in the same town but to make it more exciting we always met out of town.

I set out at 7:30 pm to make my hour long drive to the hotel we had planned to meet at. She had spent the majority of the day asking me to meet her there. The thought of laying in that hotel bed with her consumed my every thought. My brain was entirely devoted to what I anticipated would happen when I got there. My body always flooded with adrenaline every time we talk … every time we meet. This girl gives me the racing heart, throat lump, leg shaking excitement like I have never experienced in my life. Just driving to her made me hard and wet from pre cum.

Three floors up and to the and all the way to the right was my destination. I could see the door slightly ajar as she assured me it would be. My heart was almost beating out of my chest as I pushed the door open and peered in. There she was, laying in that white bed. From what could tell she was shirtless. I could see her bare shoulders sticking out of the blanket. She must have fallen asleep waiting for me. I quietly shut the door, walked over to the bed and removed my cloth.

I gently crawled my trembling naked body into the bed with her. She moved her body over to and whispered hello to me. Her hands had already found a home on my waist. She had a way of making me forget anything else existed other than her and I when she touched me. The way that her skin feels pressed against mine put my mind in a fog. My brain floods with thoughts of extreme lust, blatant confusion and what I am sure is a total addiction to a woman.

Her skin is so soft, and her smell is my favorite. I can feel every part of her fingers while she runs them from the bottom of my neck to the top of my cock. Every part of me wants to take – wants to get on top of her and face fuck her. I feel the warmth of her pussy on my outer thigh as she slowly moves her fingers to the outside of my cock.

I want her. Fuck, I want her. I want my mouth on her. I want my tongue in her.

I ask her quietly if I can have her. She says nothing but responds by laying on her back. Her body is beautiful. Her breasts are round and perky, her thighs are full and amazing. I don’t even know where to start. What do I touch first? Can I touch it all at once? I want it all immediately.

I could see from my point of view between her legs that she was as turned on as I was. Her pussy was so wet I could see her juices seeping out of her lips.

I rested my cock on her stomach and kissed down to the top of her mound. I could feel the warmth. I couldn’t wait anymore. I separated her lips just slightly and buried my tongue in her. Her hand grasping my hair in appreciation. I want to tongue fuck her. I want my tongue inside of her. But excitement was so intense I don’t even remember when I thrusted my hard cock inside her. Not soon after, I unloaded inside her.

She says my name twice before I feel her pussy contract around my cock and I hear a quite whimper escape her mouth.

There is no doubt I am absolutely addicted to her.

Cheated on wife and can’t stop thinking of cheating

Friday, August 3rd, 2012

I have been married for less than a year, and have cheated on my wife with a coworker of mine, yet I have talked about not cheating with countless women. I troll the internet dating sites like Ashley Madison, looking for women who are willing to cheat with a married man. It turns me on to hear them say they want me, and I get off fantasizing ways to meet them and have an affair. My wife has caught me a number of times having inappropriate conversations but I promised her I would stop every time. But I really don’t want to. I am seeing a counselor but don’t think its helping.

I wish I could get my wife to open up and let me fuck another woman. If she were only less frigid, she could be with us and it would be a threesome. At the same time the idea of having sex with another woman behind her back, without her knowing I cheated is a much better fantasy for me and turns me on even more. Maybe I will just throw all caution to the wind and do what I want to do. I do not think I can stand the temptation much longer, and I know the counseling is not helping. If I do this, I will make sure my wife never knows I cheated.