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Experience with an older boy

Monday, September 3rd, 2018

I did not have an actual sexual experience with another guy until I was 11, just before my 12th birthday. My early experiences began when I was 11 (almost 12) with an older boy. It was a rainy Saturday and I was looking for a friend my age to play with, only to find he was out. This older guy – 16 or so – lived next door to my friend. I had seen him around but never gave him a second thought. we started to talk and he invited me in to play. Now, I should have thought that this was weird – a guy of 16 wanting to ‘play’ with an 11 year old kid. his mother was out (father at work I guess), and we went to his room. So here I am, a very naïve 11 year old boy in a 16 year old’s bedroom…

Somewhere in the back of my mind I had a feeling that things were going to get weird – in spite of this I wanted something new to happen to me.

This was years before playboy or penthouse and if you wanted to look at naked bodies you had to get sunbathing magazine – he had a couple of these and started showing them to me. my little pecker got interested really fast…

To make a long story short (unless you want the dirty details) he ended up taking off my clothes and fucking me. Fortunately his cock was not too big or he would have split me in two. as it was I thought I was going to come apart… he came inside me and called me his little girl – for some reason I liked being ‘his little girl’.

He did teach me how to masturbate – So I am, to this day over 60 years later, in his debt.

 

I am married but attracted to women

Monday, August 6th, 2012

I am a straight married 29 year old woman living in Fort St. John, but ever since I was in high school, I have been attracted to women. I don’t know why but the thought of me with a woman drives me crazy. I never told this to anyone, not even to my husband. I don’t want a romantic relationship just sex a woman would be hot. I love watching lesbian porn when my husband is out of the house. I want to find a woman to have sex with so badly. I have heard of sites like Ashley Madison is good places to look for affairs or finding what I am looking for. I don’t want to destroy my marriage though. On top of that Fort St. John is a very small place for anything like that to happen.

I know that if I want this dream to come true, I can make it happen. I just have to get up the nerve to let my husband know what I want. I am sure he would go for it, because what guy wouldn’t? But, I have to find a way to gently ease into it. And maybe if I find the right girl, I can make my fantasy come true. I would rather it just be me and another woman but if I have to let my husband watch us, I think it would be worth it.

I keep wondering if approaching my husband with this topic would make him angry, but it isn’t as if I want another man so I don’t see how it would. No matter what, I am going to find a way to have lesbian sex one day. I am to attracted to women not to make sure this happens for me. I am getting hot just thinking about being with another woman.