One of my first memories was of my babysitter. I was 3 years old and my teenage babysitter had disappeared to the bathroom. Being a 3 year old I went to go check on him and he greeted me at the door with a (it seemed enormous at the time) huge erection. He told me to put it in my mouth. I was really confused and ran away. He must have felt bad, as he came out fully clothed and we didn’t speak of it.
I often think back on that event… and wish I did put his cock in my mouth. I would still love to suck his cock. I imagine me taking his throbbing cock in my little mouth and have him pump his hot cum down my chin.
I’m a 27 year old man and I love fucking women. I love everything about women… but sometimes, every once in a while… I fantasize about sucking cock. I want cock in my mouth, on my lips. I want cum in my mouth and on my face. I know this fantasy comes from my babysitter, because every time I suck a man’s cock, I think of him.
If I could meet him again, maybe I’d get over my need to please other men orally. I don’t know.