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Posts Tagged ‘rape fantasy’

Conflicted between feminism and rape fantasy

Sunday, July 30th, 2017

I advocate feminism and work for a law firm that devotes in this cause. I have a secret. As a feminist I have always been terrified to admit even to people I’m intimate with that I enjoy rape fantasies. There is something about it that excites me like nothing else. The idea of loosing control and being used as a “sex toy” for someone’s pleasure at his will is something intoxicating.

This fantasy of being raped is not new. Even as a kid and teenager a lot of my sexual awakenings were disturbing in that I was more of a victim than a willing and curious girl. I was raped and forced to perform sexual acts. It’s not that I ever want to actually be raped and I’m not even really interested in roleplaying it but I do love to fantasize about it.

In those fantasies I’m vulnerable and fearful for my life. I’m always locked in a cage or a windowless room and forced into doing anything my captor wants, until I’m sobbing from exhaustion. Until my captor is satisfied with me and until my captor is done using me!

Hilarious Bathroom Sex Encounter

Saturday, September 6th, 2014

One night when my boyfriend was tripping on mushrooms, we were sitting around listening to music and doing a lot of nothing. Well, actually, I was bored out of my mind, but he seemed perfectly content. After watching him laugh, stare and get stuck in numerous trances from the music of course, I decided to go in the bathroom and curl my hair, or do something girly, maybe give myself a pedicure. I went in and got out my little box of goodies and started brushing my hair and looking in the mirror, pondering what I felt like doing.

Now, I must give you a picture of the way our bathroom is designed in order for you to see the comedy in my bathroom sex story.  First, there is no bathroom door, just a curtain we hang in the doorway, and secondly, the bathroom light switch is on the outside wall, not in the bathroom. So, anyway, one minute I am minding my own business and the next minute I am standing in total darkness!

My boyfriend had switched the light off from the outside! I yelled out, “Hey stop playing, turn the light back on!” Next thing I know he is walking into the bathroom carrying what looked like a glowing spiral fluorescent light bulb. I could see nothing but that stupid light bulb so I asked “What are you doing?” However, before the words actually came out of my mouth I realized what I was looking at.

That was no light bulb! It was his erect penis dressed in a glow-in-the-dark condom! I gasped and then started laughing and said “You are so silly!” We both laughed for a minute and then the next thing you know we were naked on the bathroom floor! I must admit the bathroom sex was surprisingly good and the laugh I got out of realizing I was staring and my boyfriends glowing penis was pretty priceless, an event I will not forget anytime soon!

Want him to rape me

Thursday, August 7th, 2014

I met this guy online. It took me a lot of balls to talk to him. We have been talking for awhile now and I get so horny when we talk. I want him to come into my house and rape me. I find role play so intriguing just never told anyone about it. I love the idea of someone coming into my house a throwing me around and fucking me hard. I haven’t stopped thinking about it. I have an extremely high sex drive. I masturbate at least 10 times a day and I’ve recently learned I can squirt which is also new to me. Should I give him a try?

Rape fantasy with an escort girl

Wednesday, February 6th, 2013

I’m a 22 year old male.
I have a very intense and dirty sexual fantasy.
I always wanted to get pretty violent with an escort chick (with her consent of course).

My biggest fantasy is a rape fantasy with a thick blonde, a tall and athletic woman with some thick legs…who has some considerable strength to fight back.
I just want it to be very realistic, and the idea of struggling against her really turns me on.

I want her to resist, I’m okay with not hitting her but I want her to get very violent…punching, slapping, scratching, kicking…
I know that some women can really hurt me, and it turns me on so much…
However I don’t want to go too far if things get ugly, because I don’t want to get injured.

If I win the struggle and nautralize her, or if I loose the struggle (honestly I really want it to happen), then we would proceed to sex…

Gang raped in Prince George

Tuesday, September 11th, 2012

I don’t really remember what happened and I never try to remember either. But I think it’s time to reflect on it because deep down I am still scared. My secret is that I was gang raped. When I was living in Prince George, I went to the old Cadillac bar with some friends. My friends were dancing and I was just sitting after first few rounds of dances. I ordered a drink. Someone somehow put a date rape drug in the drink. All I remember is that waking up at an abandon house up at the hart area all bruised and naked. I almost died. I called 911 from my cell phone and you can guess the rest. I wish this would have never happened but it did. They never found the guy or guys who did this to me. I do not go out anymore and always look over my shoulder. I still jump every time there is a knock on my door or every time a stranger says hello.