I was a 19 yr old guy who was naive and stupid. I was kicked out of my parents home because i was angry with them.I parked at the rest area on the tollway near my home and slept in the car at night in the parking lot.. I was using the toilet in a stall & i saw a hole in between the toilets .. ? hmm i thought what the fuck is this ? guess i led a sheltered life ..

I bent down and as i looked threw i saw a 35 yr old executive jerking his penis..i sat back up immediately with a astonished look on my face. i almost laughed out loud as i couldn’t believe what i was seeing i had to bend over and look again.. in a matter of seconds i was getting horny. I couldn’t believe people actually did this in a public place. This just isn’t done !! People don’t do this sort of thing. The other man noticed i was looking and bent down to look threw the hole at me and even tried to look me in the eye. This frightened me I didn’t want to be discovered. i looked away and leaned back.. to ashamed to admit i was looking .. this went on back and forth him trying to seemed and me peeking at him. Peek lean back look away, ignore, peek at him.. as i got hard i worked up the courage to let him see me hard..Peek lean back look away, ignore, show it hard peek..

Then without warning he poked a finger threw the hole at me !!! ?? what does this mean ? i thought to my self ?? does he expect me to put my penis in there !!? ! No Way !! guys don’t do that !!!

Then without thinking i thought ” your so brave YOU DO IT” !! … as i poked my finger threw at him who does he think I am. Then just as suddenly….. he stood up and his 8 in dick was coming threw the hole at me !!!

..OH NO !! WHAT HAVE I DONE !! WHAT HAVE I AGREED TO DO ?!!!
i froze.. my legs began shaking.. i tried to hold them still with my hands.. but they shook with fear.. he began to whisper “come on come on.!!” insisting .. “YOU ASKED FOR IT… COME ON !! ”

I felt guilty and scared so i thought Hey you may never have a chance to see a dick up this close again.. so i began to look closely at it smelling it ..I touched it. My mind was racing,. my legs shaking, I thought ” I finally have a once and a lifetime chance, and NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW”. But then he started whispering “come on .. come on.. you are here because this is what you want it”

So. I did what i was told and put my lips on him licking lightly .. so excited yet so scared .. then i took him in.. i didn’t know what to do and he just pumped my mouth. I did a lousy job because i didn’t know what to do. . I felt like crying but i was also excited. .then i heard him start to moan and he exploded and i began to choke. He pumped and pumped as I gagged . I swallowed and was crying from not being able to catch my breath and gagging as he said ” Yeah boy Yeah !! ”

Then I quickly pulled up my pants and ran out the door I ran to my car and hid on the floor In the back seat of my car so afraid he would want me to do it again or his friends.

I am married, kids, the whole bit. Quite happy but have a gay side that is frustrated by being good. What I mean by that is that like many guys, I am happy where I am, but to be truthful, I also want to have gay sex but cannot because I am married. A lot of guys are in this situation…and we all know it. About a year back I was traveling to a different city, and searched Craigslist to see if anyone wanted to get naked, watch some pron and jerk off. That was all I was willing to do. I searched Craigslist because I had been fantasizing about getting naked and jerking off with a guy as a way of satisfying my gay side but still being faithful so to speak (no sex so no worries right!). Just to explain the fantasizing…although i found my spouse sexy and liked to make luv 2 her….i also wanted to take a cock up the ass and to suck it and be gay…..cannot say why….but really…really…thought about it…….so….happy but tension….back to the trip away….I responded to a posting where a guy was looking for another to party and play. I actually did not know what that meant. I know now that party means to do some drugs to get high and then the play (meaning sex) follows. In fact I emailed a guy who had another posting to find out what party and play meant. I emailed the guy with the party and play posting and we exchanged pics. He was not bad looking. I made it clear that I was only wanting to get naked, watch some porn and jerk of and he seemed fine with that. I was already drunk and a bit high from 420 when I did this….I could not make such plans when sober……I went over to his place, and he wanted me to try a hard drug. I don’t feel like saying what it was but I tried it and was not impressed at first, but I can say now that I did not appreciate at all how it was affecting me. I had drank before I went there and did some 420, and I think being drunk impaired my ability to feel how the drug was affecting me….back to the story….We were in a computer room, watching some gay porn and doing the drug. We were touching a bit, but nothing to worry about. I was feeling relaxed and enjoying the porn which was making me aroused. After probably half an hour of this he said why don’t we go to the bedroom. I was high enough that I said sure. We did and he moved his computer there so that we could continue to watch gay porn. He also had a TV in his room with a DVR and put a gay porn disk in. There I was, kneeling naked on his bed, watching two screens of guys fucking each other, I mean hot gay anal porn, doing a hard drug for the first time. I was kinda expecting the drug to really get me wasted but I was still thinking (or so I thought).

I was kneeling on the bed…doing the drug…massaging my cock…with great lube he had…..watching two screens with guys taking it up the ass…and the drug was really making me high…so….watching the two screens of porn really became sexy and more real and more arousing and i was playing with myself really aroused….and i took some lube and was also lubing my ass…my spinctor…and my cheeks…my whole ass….and there i was…really high….and sexy and hot and naked on my knees watching gay porn and playing with my cock with one hand and my ass with the other….and behind me…laying with his shoulders against the headboard of the bed…was the guy getting me high…the guy i made it clear 2 i was unwilling to have sex with that all i was willing to do was to get naked, watch some porn, and jerk ourselves off…total safety…my clear limit and lines….anyway that guy…the guy getting me high on a new drug….was also taking the drug and getting high and he was also watching the really good and sexy gay porn…and feeling hot and sexy…and there i was in front of him…ass to him facing the porn screens….playing with my cok with one hand and my ass with the other…moving my hips in sexual arousal…..and he found…my ass and its motions really arousing and hot…and he found me playing with myself and being high….and vulnerable….and vulnerable…and vulnerable…arousing…and…we had run out of drug and he called his friend to bring some over…..mmmmm

….so his friend comes over…i pay for some more…and he gives it….and he gets naked and he and my host suck each other in the 69 position…and the guest is quite good looking…and that is really hot and turns me on more….both the sexiness of the friend and him and my friend sucking each other off….the friend gets dressed….my host and i are still naked…..and i am given a pill and told it is a herbal viagra….i take it and swallow it ….and i swear it was only after that that…after i swallowed it…..that it occurred to me that that was a really really really stupid thing to do. The problem was is that I was already drunk and high (but not realizing how high because I was drunk) and i just did it….the friend leaves and my host and i continue to watch porn while we do some more of the drug….getting higher and higher…

….i am so aroused getting high and watching the porn of guys taking it up the ass….i keep looking at my host who was not bad looking when i arrived and is looking better and better and better…..as i get higher and higher…also from the pill i took which was not a herbal viagra…don’t know what it was……and i tell him i would suck his cock if he had a condom….he tells me he has no condums….wow i find that hard to believe but i had 3 and so i put one over his balls (bit the head off the condum and worked it down his cok 2 do that) and one on his cok…and i start sukin it….it is really wide but no long so i think he is not erect…i think now he was but i was just not realizing his cok was thick but short….anyway…i am suking it and he wants to suk mine…like 69…so i put the last condum on and we are kinda 69 but i am on my knees kneeling down to suk his cock…really found it hot and…with his cock in my mouth…i am looking at his balls…and the curve of his ass…and really…really…getting aroused because i was so high and did not realize it….

….so I said i would like to take his cock up my…ass…put some lube on and sat on his cock…and that was sooo…hot …because i was sooo….high…..and he fucked me in several positions…..doggy style…on my back….on my side…wish his cok had been longer but hot all the same….

….then…he took the condom…off…when it was clear i would not fuck him without a condom he sent me back to my hotel…..i felt psychically like shit for a couple of days…not sure what drugs i was detoxing from…..and then left it for awhile….now and again when drunk fantasizing….other times horrified. And her I am posting it because it is both hot and horrible. What bugged me after is that there was no way i would suck and be fucked if i was not high and i simply did not see it coming but at the same time agreed to get high so….guilty and not guilty. But that was really unfair to give me a pill and lie to me about it once I was already completely high. I loved being seduced by him. I hope to be seduced more like this.

First of all, this is a true story that I have never told anyone. Last year, a co-worker and I had to go on a business trip with our boss to see a client in Ohio. My co-worker who’s name is Nathan is 22 years old and 6 years younger than I am. We get to the town where our customer is located and the three of us go to dinner. After dinner I ask my boss if Nathan and I can take his car to a local bar. Of course our boss has his own room but Nathan and I have to share a room with two beds.

We find a bar down the street and have a number of drinks and decide to leave. Next to the bar is a massage parlor and an adult book store that I had visited on my last trip to Toledo. Nathan was giddy to check out the book store since he had never been in one before. We go in and I tell him that there are video booths in the back and he wanted to see what I was talking about. I bought a few tokens and hand one to him and tell him to go in and check it out. I watched which booth he went into and went into the one next to him but he didn’t know.

Once in I could see through the hole between the booths that Nathan was rubbing his cock that was still in his pants. He was flipping channels and before long he took his pants off. Not the biggest cock I had even seen but it was nice. I don’t think he noticed the hole in the wall because I hadn’t put my token in to start a movie and my booth was still dark.

So I put two fingers in the hold and moved them for him to see them. He noticed and leaned over and asked what I wanted. He didn’t know it was me though. I made the “come here” motion with my fingers and he stood up and put his cock in the hole. That is when I started sucking it. But he pulled back after just a minute or two and I could see he was getting on his knees. SO I stood up and put my cock through the hole and he started sucking me. I couldn’t believe it. It wasn’t long before I was Cumming in his mouth. It was obviously great.

When I finished cumming I stood there with my cock still in the hole wanting him to still play with it but there was nothing. So I pulled out and carefully looked in the hole and he was gone.

After a few minutes I left too. Nathan was nowhere to be found so I left the store and there he was outside the store. I asked him if he watched a video and he said year but it was stupid so he left. I knew he still had no idea he just sucked my cock and I came in his mouth.

As we drove back to the hotel and even once in the hotel room he just went on and on about how he was horny and was going to fuck his girlfriend like a porn star when he go home. Of course acting all straight and not mentioning that he just sucked a cock. I never said word to him and still go to work each day knowing that he gave me one hell of a blowjob.