I gave up on dating sites and trying getting a girl. It’s not worth it. Too much work. I’m glad there’s a place to share my thoughts about Plenty of Fish (POF). The women are often single moms and misrepresent themselves. I met someone on POF from Prince George. I grew up there so I thought it would be a great place to settle or find THE ONE. We chatted for a long time and seemed like we were meant for each other. Once I asked for full body shot of hers but she freaked. I thought to myself, maybe I shouldn’t be worried about it and believe everything she said. So I travelled to Prince George from Vancouver last weekend to meet her. I should have known with her pictures being all head shots, no full body shots. Talked on the phone & via text, seemed way more appealing. Described as “a few extra pounds” which can mean plus-size or a little chubby. Anyway, she walks in the restaurant and she was HUGE! I was being mean in my head and thought; she found the extra few pounds of 10 other people. I was a gentleman about it though and we actually had a nice lunch but I knew this would be the first and only date with her. I was totally disappointed the way she represented her over internet. Thankfully she hasn’t been bugging me since. I guess she is waiting for me to make the next move … which is a no move for me. I probably get the fewest replies because I’m blunt in my profile. I flat out say that I’m “not looking to be anyone’s sugar daddy.” At least I’m not wasting my time & money with potential gold-miners.

The single mothers on the site are looking for someone to father their kids. Sorry, mama but I’m not interested. You may claim you’re not looking for a father to marry and get child support if the relationship was to tank later on but we all know that’s a crock. That is exactly what you are looking for. About the READ/DELETED … it is very common. It is even more frustrating when they view your profile multiple times a week but won’t respond. Head games continue.

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I like to watch others having sex or being intimate in front of me. I also like to be watched. Whether it is on a webcam or in person it really is exiting. Taking part in group sex is very exhilarating for me. I am not a voyeur in the traditional sense of the word but I have had the pleasure of having sex amidst lots of other people who are having sex and I can tell you that the sights and sounds of sex are very exciting to me. I feed off other people’s passion, fueling my own passion, and I get caught up in the scene. This is the only reason I moved from a smaller northern town named Prince George to a much bigger town Vancouver. Lot of fantasies can come true here. I have met my current boyfriend on AshelyMadison and things are going great since.

The sight of a woman taking a thick hard cock is incredibly arousing to see. I imagine myself in her position and that gets me horny. That is why I think porno industry makes so much money. It gives you the opportunity to fantasize. Having sex, while watching others have sex, and allowing them to watch you back, is an almost spiritual, soulful event, as if you are in worship service, and you are celebrating life. I love the idea of voyeurism. I wish more people out there were openly voyeur and embrace the voyeurism lifestyle.

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When I was an escort I did mostly a combination of massage and BDSM. I am mostly glad to be out, but I miss the feeling of being pretty and maintaining enough prowess to get men to pay for me. Especially the ones those paid me to beat and berate them. I worked as an escort in Prince George and then moved to North Vancouver. I would travel to Nanaimo or Victoria too, as high class hired escort depending on the price and if the client was paying for my trip. Money was very good but since I specialized in fetish I met some interesting and powerful people of the society. My very first call to escort was for a scary looking guy who showed me newspaper articles online about how he’d gotten in troubles with law, and then smoked some pot, and then couldn’t get off. Even after half an hour of me screwing him up his ass with his toys, he couldn’t get it hard. He was also smelly. When I went down to give him a blowjob, I almost gagged. So I ended up giving him handjob. That was one of my worst appointments throughout my escort career. Can’t believe I kept going. Now I look back and laugh. I don’t regret anything.

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Katherine – everyday I regret that I didn’t say “yes” to you when you asked me to marry you. I think of you every day and you occupy most of my day – or at least a very large part of it. It’s far too late now.

I regret that I walked out of the house and never turned around again. You are the most beautiful woman that has ever walked the Earth and every woman I see can not measure up to you in any facet. All the women on Earth combined do not amount to even half of you. I love you. I miss you very much.

My life is nothing without you. You were my reason for living and now I am dead because I walked away and because I said “no”. There are very few things I ever regret doing. This ranks at the very top. No matter how many other women I have met, I compare each and every one of them to you and they can never measure up. If by chance you should ever read this – wherever you are, be assured that I never stopped loving you. I never will.

I wish you the best – wherever you are. My life is messed because I didn’t commit to you. 20 years later – you are the only woman who is on my mind – all the time and no amount of drugs or alcohol or work or anything else can take it away. If I had a chance to do it all over – I would not walk away. I would have stayed – as hard as it was. I would have stayed. I’ve created my own hell by simply not being with you – because I was insecure about what I can offer you.

You offered me everything and now I have nothing. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you and how beautiful you were. I will never smile again. There is a permanent disdain look in my face because of my decision and I hate it. I regret that I couldn’t be the one you needed when you needed me.

With love always.

Vic

After reading all the confessions and secrets on this site, I finally have the courage to confess my own secret. I have been a happily married woman for the past three years, I have a very high sex drive and a satisfying sex life with my husband, but I secretly feel like I want more adventure in my sex life. I frequently have the urge to have sex with another man, just some random guy. I love sex, and would just like to know how it would be with another man. I have been with my husband for over 8 years (married for three years) and I am only 25 and I really would love to screw some random guy just to see what it was like, how it compared to my husband. If he were married, that would be even better! After reading all the experiences on this site about No Strings Attached, I am seriously considering trying something like that and having a secret onetime affair. The thought of it is driving me crazy with longing! I’m to afraid of being caught if I do it in Quesnel though because it’s such a small town but I’ve been fantasizing about traveling to different cities like Prince George, Williams Lake or even Vancouver, or Victoria. If I found someone I liked through a website, I’d make an excuse to go see him, but I don’t want to do anything in this Quesnel, it’s just too small. I am glad to have finally confessed my secret.