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Posts Tagged ‘Victoria’

Can’t wait to have sex with neighbor

Friday, August 15th, 2014

I live in a small neighborhood in Victoria. My next door neighbor is very handsome. I just never thought of anything of it but that he is my neighbor. I see his room from my room. He has big cock. One day I opened my window and saw him naked. From that day I see him naked on a regular basis. He loves being nude and walking around in his room. I am only 22 year old university girl and seeing this I got very excited. Now I want to taste his cock and put into my tits. Eventually I showed him my boobs to him through the window. Since then we started flashing at each other and we seem to enjoy it. He shows his cock and I show him my boobs. We eventually talked and decided to act on it. We are waiting for a chance when my family is not around. Can’t wait to have sex with my neighbor. Sex with neighbor is very hot!

I have bipolar disorder

Tuesday, August 12th, 2014

I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder about eight years ago when I was living in Washington. I then moved to Victoria for work. My meds have changed several times and the stuff I’m taking right now seems to be doing its job with very little side effects (sleep more than usual). My only problem is my family and friends, they treat me differently now, like they really don’t know what to say to me and they hardly want to be around me. It feels like they are always scared of me. I’m still the same person.

Now I still get angry, sad or just have a “blah” day, but that’s normal I’m still a human being. My family seems to think that it’s always because of the bipolar disorder and will frequently ask, “Are you taking your meds like you’re supposed to?” or “Do you need to see your doctor?” So, I guess I’m not allowed to express any kind of negative emotion without them wanting me locked in a mental institution. I told them that people with bipolar disorder lead normal lives. I’ve put myself through University and I’m currently earning my second Masters degree, all while battling Bipolar Disorder, so I’m living proof that I can have a normal life. Bipolar disorder is just like cancer. You can’t cure it but you can control it. I wish my family and friends would see that and act normal with me.

How secretly videotaping wife became part of foreplay!

Saturday, June 9th, 2012

I started to secretly videotaping my wife some 10 years ago after watching she meets guys through different adult sites such as Ashley Madison in Vancouver. It was not long before she discovered the camera. I thought she would be mad after all taping her on video was not part of the deal. To my surprise, she said it was a great turn on. We ended up with the camera pointed at us both as she gave me a blowjob. She was very wet by the time I took her doggy style. Since then we have done many video or still picture filming. We also met many more males, females, and couples through the sites. We would check them out and make sure they have no objections to what we have in mind. After that we watch the films as a form of foreplay. Then we film ourselves. Unfortunately many were lost when an old computer crashed but we have been able to start new collection.

It is amazing how many other people out there enjoy the same thing as my wife and I. There are so many couples we have found who are willing to swap partners and make videos. Some of the men in the couples have even sucked my cock on tape and while our wives watched. I have not done that and it is not something I think I will do but you never know. I like sex in general and everything turns me on.

I am a retired escort in Vancouver

Monday, January 2nd, 2012

When I was an escort I did mostly a combination of massage and BDSM. I am mostly glad to be out, but I miss the feeling of being pretty and maintaining enough prowess to get men to pay for me. Especially the ones those paid me to beat and berate them. I worked as an escort in Prince George and then moved to North Vancouver. I would travel to Nanaimo or Victoria too, as high class hired escort depending on the price and if the client was paying for my trip. Money was very good but since I specialized in fetish I met some interesting and powerful people of the society. My very first call to escort was for a scary looking guy who showed me newspaper articles online about how he’d gotten in troubles with law, and then smoked some pot, and then couldn’t get off. Even after half an hour of me screwing him up his ass with his toys, he couldn’t get it hard. He was also smelly. When I went down to give him a blowjob, I almost gagged. So I ended up giving him handjob. That was one of my worst appointments throughout my escort career. Can’t believe I kept going. Now I look back and laugh. I don’t regret anything.

Feels like I was raped by my husband

Sunday, December 25th, 2011

I have been married to my husband for 3 years, have a beautiful girl together, living in Victoria, and my secret is that my husband raped me, or at least that is how I feel. He took advantage of me and, despite my protests, raped me. I stared at the ceiling while he held me down and prayed for it to be over. I don’t know why but that night we were fooling around after our daughter went to bed. All of a sudden I just didn’t want to do anything. I know I lead him onto it but still I thought he would stop when I said no. I haven’t told anyone about this till now. I don’t have any friends because I moved here from Vanderhoof with my husband. I left all my friends and family back there and no one to talk about this. A lot of people have asked, if I’d ever been abused or taken advantage of sexually and I can’t bring myself to admit that I have been raped by my husband. I want so badly to believe that I am one of those women who’d never been raped or abused. Just now I’m realizing how much it affects me all the time. I can’t concentrate. I don’t feel anything for my husband but I used to love him with my life. I don’t even know if this is rape or not. A part of me thinks it’s not the other part thinks it is. I tried to tell myself that he is my husband, so he had the right, but I feel like he took something I can’t get back. I can’t bring myself to admit that he had that power over me. I wish I could come to at peace with it. It may lead us to divorce. He did apologize about it after but still that is not enough. We had full-filling sex after the incident too but still that incident really messes me up.