I am afraid I will be alone for rest of my life
I live in Windsor and have been dating my boyfriend for about 2 years now, but today him and I broke up. we both thought it was time for us to cut the losses and move on but the secret is even though we both thought about it, talked about it, and decided on it, I’m heartbroken, I liked him for a really long time and now I may never see him again. I liked everything about him but for some reasons we were fighting all the time and I know it’s all my fault because I wanted to change him. Wish I was more accepting. I think I’ll really miss him. Even though I tell myself I’ll be happy without a guy, the fact is we all need someone to come home to or talk to at the end of the day. I can’t remember being without someone because before my recent bf there was another one lasted for 6 years. Now I am thinking what will I do without a guy who cares about me? I love getting calls late at night or getting flowers at work, holding hands and walking at the malls or at the park, or just going to dinner. I guess my secret is that I’m afraid there won’t be anyone for me now.
Tags: Windsor
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