When I was 17 (I am 23 now) I stayed over at my friends house. We went to a movie with her Uncle Jeremy (who is married) who was 35. Jeremy sat next to me at the theater and a few minutes into the movie he whispered to me to go out and take off my panties. I have no idea why I did it. When I came back he had lifted the arm rest and he slid his hand under my ass and skirt and stuck 2 fingers right into my pussy. I had had sex once before and I was amazed how dirty and great this guys fingers felt. I moved around on his fingers through the whole movie.

When he brought us back to my friend’s apartment he did and said nothing except to get my cell number. At 2:00 am that night he texted me to meet him in the parking lot across from my friends building. As soon as I got out there he pushed me to my knees and had me suck his cock. Before he even finished he had me stand and bent me over the hood of his car. With his dick only wet from being in my mouth he shoved it in my ass and started pounding me. I had never had anal sex before and when I yelled out a little he told me I needed to shut up and get used to it because being a sex toy was all I was good for. He did stuff to me for almost 3 hours before he was done with me.

I have been with Jeremy for almost 6 years now in a boyfriend girlfriend relationship and he was right about me being a sex toy. He lets his friends and even family fuck me all the time. Sometimes even guys he works with or guys we meet at clubs use me. Jeremy is still married and he treats his wife like a queen. He has told me a couple times that some women are meant to be married and treasured but girls like me are just meant for men to use for whatever they want.

None of my friends or co-workers know. His niece that had been my friend hasn’t talked to me in 5 years once she found out what I was doing. I have no one to talk to and part of the problem is I love being used by these men.

Tags: Chicago, Illinois

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