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Fuck me like you mean it, Like you want it, Fuck me with Lust!

Thursday, February 25th, 2016

You ask what’s on my mind … Climb on top of me and fuck me like you mean it, fuck me like you want it, fuck me like you never want to stop.

You straddle me and take my thick, hard cock deep inside you… I feel the hot wetness of your pussy clamp around my cock, relentlessly sliding up and down. Your hips rock back and forth furiously as you throw your head back from the sensation. I pull your hair back while you press your hands on my chest. I grab your hips and thrust deeper and harder inside of you. You moan as I dig my finger nails deep on your ass and marvel at the red lines I’m leaving on your skin.

You look like a goddess!

Your moans of pleasure get louder as I watch my cock disappear inside you. Your breathing becomes faster and your heart feels like it’s going to explode from your chest. I grab your face and make you look deep into my eyes so you can feel what I do. Don’t even think about closing your eyes… You watch intently, mesmerized as your body swallows my thick, hard cock over and over again. You are so wet that I can’t get enough of the sound my cock makes I slam it into you.

I drive you wild until you can’t take it anymore. Your body twitches in the agony of bliss and your eyes roll back as I pull you down towards me. You whisper in my ear “Cum for me… come deep inside me!” before pushing yourself back up and grinding into me harder and faster. I feel your hot pussy get tight around my throbbing cock as you throw your head back. Your moans begin to resemble screams as I bite your nipples and massage your clit. I want you to lose yourself in me…. in that moment.

I resist for as long as I can before I hold your hips one last time, digging my nails as hard as I can and pulling you to me as I thrust up to meet you. A deep groan escaping my mouth as I finally let go – filling your tight, wet pussy with every last drop of my cum before you collapse in exhaustion onto me. Kissing me one more, tell me that exactly what you needed. We stay in that suspended state for as long as we can bear it and soak up the pleasure we had exchanged.

Fantasy about my husband with another woman

Friday, January 8th, 2016

I have not been able to admit this fantasy to anyone, not even myself until now … but I get really turned on by the thought of watching my husband have sex with another woman in front of me. Sometimes we’ll be having sex and I mentally switch roles, I imagine I’m actually watching him have sex with someone else right in front of me, then I imagine that I am her. It’s so erotic – I can’t explain

It is a fantasy that has been popping up more frequently in my mind. I feel it really intensely but I don’t think it is something I’d be comfortable with in reality. I very jealous! Or maybe I would. I don’t actually know. I guess I’d be worried it would be happening and then I’d regret bringing the whole thing into the “real world.” Reality is different than the fantasy! In fantasy no one needs to know what’s in my mind. But I want someone to know!

I’ve read some stories about voyeurism and how lots of people, women in particular, enjoy watching their partners with other women. It makes me feel better that I’m not alone but I’m not sure I have the courage to make fantasy a reality. I feel like I should talk with my husband! I also fear he will judge me.

Dom/Sub experience in Prince George

Friday, January 1st, 2016

You were waiting in the room for me as I asked you to do so. You sat on the bed positioning yourself to hopefully look appetizing the moment I lay eyes on you. You were not waiting long when I entered the room. Your heart quickened as I admired the sight. I strode over to you, stooping down to possess your mouth, resting a hand on your collar bone. My thumb circling a spot on your throat as the kiss intensified. You wanted to touch but was silently waiting for my permission as always. My grip tightened on my shoulder, creeping its way to your throat until it was firmly grasping you. I pulled you up in this manner and led you over to the door so your finishing position left me facing the door.

Take off your clothes and stay there as I put you. … I say to you.

“Yes, Sir.” you obediently responded to my command beginning to peel off your clothing. You have done this many times with me and have shared pictures of yourself naked with me before now but You still couldn’t help feeling self-conscious in my presence. You could hear me preparing something, the zips of the bag opening and closing and the jangling of metal.

You were dying to look, however You didn’t let curiosity get the better of you and remained in the stance I left you. I soon returned holding your wrists out and cuffing them each with a black strap. I then raised your arms up and secured them to the door jam. “Don’t worry baby.” My voice soothed. “Remember your safe word.” You nodded taking in your new situation. “Good girl.” I said as I kissed you softly on your up stretched arm.

I left you again only this time to come back with a hard cock brushing against your arse still wrapped up in my boxers. My hands held your hips, making them sway against me. My hands pressed up your curves, round your shoulders before cupping your breasts. your bum instinctively rubbed up and down my blood engorged cock as i kneaded your tits in sync. My hands then travelled back down your body until leaving you to remove my boxers.

A hand rested on your bum whilst my dick suddenly slipped between your thighs. Not yet entering you I rubbed myself between your soaking lips. It was torture having me so close to you and not yet inside you. You were moaning in an almost plea to at least slip into you just once to truly feel my size and girth again. It wasn’t working, I didn’t enter at this point. The rubbed slowed a little and you felt the cold dripping of lube ooze down your bum cheeks. I then parted them and slid my dick between them. This time You were a little apprehensive about me sliding into you. The quicker the pace the more You felt my balls slap against your lips sending delicious signals all over your body.

I removed my cock and slapped you hard on your right arse cheek. The force and unexpected impact had you blurting out a loud gasp. “That’s for tensing up your arse, whore. It’s mine to do what I please with. Do not be afraid of my touch.” Another 3 spanks were delivered. “Is that clear, slut?”

“Yes Sir!” I winced feeling the bitter-sweet sensations bouncing all over my body.

“Good. I have something to put inside your backside so I need you to relax.”

“Yes Sir.” You just about managed to get the last syllable out when my finger began to massage your pursing arse hole. It was well lubricated and easily slid into you. You began to relax as my finger dipped in and out and was surprised how accommodating to my touch You were becoming. “Good girl, Sir is proud of you. I think you are ready for a little toy to fill your hole. Sir’s finger wants to be free for other things.” You felt me remove the finger from your back side and didn’t have long to wait until another implement was pressing at your most intimate place. It was smaller than my finger at first but gradually felt bigger the more it went in. It was nobbled. Each nobble increasing in size the further up the shaft it went. When rational thought was creeping back in you realized it was anal beads. You were whimpering slightly as they were becoming bigger and a little less comfortable which prompted me to stroke your back cooing sweet words to settle you. You were feeling reassured as the last bead popped into place. “All done baby girl. You have done so well for me.”

“Thank you Sir.” You responded with a huge sigh, a little pleased with your efforts.

“Sir still wants to make those arse cheeks red and bruised.” You can’t deny your heart raced and your pussy tingled with the anticipation.

No sooner had the words left my mouth You felt the hard slap of a leather paddle. This came down on your cheeks several times. Each one leaving you sore, the heat spreading. You clenched after each stroke which in turn gripped on the beads. You weren’t sure if you liked the feeling but it felt very naughty indeed. You soon felt a feather gliding over the stinging area. It was both soothing and painful. More smacks were delivered followed by the feather touches. You were in pain but you also smiled. The paddle was discarded and You heard me drop to my knees. Both hands gripped your cheeks hard and I sunk my teeth into your flesh. You cried out but also thanked me for the sensations you were experiencing.

I stood up again, took a fist full of your hair and penetrated your pussy with 2 fingers. “You’re so wet you naughty girl slut. I think you must enjoy being treated this way.” You nodded as best You could and I chuckled a little. My fingers were shoved in your mouth and your hole was quickly filled with my cock. “Suck my fingers while I fuck you. This won’t take long I’m going to use you like the fuck toy you are. I might let you cum.” The pounding began, shaking you like a rag doll. You cried out with the forceful thrusts I was delivering. My hand came out of your mouth and clasped your tit then made its way between your legs and honed in on clit. My forefingers encircled the sensitive nub expertly bringing me close to climax. You were so turned on I you came hard around my cock and a moment later i coated your internal walls with my hot, sticky load. I removed the beads from your arse at the same time as removing myself from you. A weird but pleasurable feeling washed over you. I then cuffed your wrists and held you a few moments, kissing your head and stroking your hair telling you how proud I was of you.

First time sex with younger guy

Wednesday, February 4th, 2015

A few years ago my husband was away from Anchorage, Alaska to Washington for work. I was left home alone to look after the house. I had a young guy (20-22) from work, who used to have breaks with me. I thought he just saw me as mother type figure to hang out with. I was 40 at the time, about 5 feet 8 inch, with blonde hair and blue eyes, a good set of breasts and a lovely ass with long legs. After a while I noticed he was staring at me thinking I wouldn’t notice. I was complimented by the fact that a younger guy found me attractive and was staring at me. I didn’t think much of it and let it go.

One day at lunch break, he suddenly started talking how he finds older women sexy and that he would love to sleep with one if he had the chance. That talk got me thinking how to approach it. After about a week and half of this, I parted my legs slightly and smiled at him, he looked around and slid a finger into my wetness and pulled it out and licked his finger. He stood up quickly and I noticed the large bulge in his jeans. I traced my finger over the shape of his cock and he pushed forward. I undid his jeans and slid them down enough for me to see what a beautiful thick rod he had, I looked up at him and then lowered my mouth over his cock and sucked him hard all the way down his shaft several times. He stiffened and I held his cock at the base tight to stop the flow of juices. I pulled him out of my mouth and zipped him up and smiled and went back to work. Before that I told him I will give him a ride after work today. Couldn’t wait after that.

As I pulled out of the parking lot, he reached up my dress and slid his finger into me as I drove the longest way possible to his home. After a while I pulled off to an area where the trees shielded any immediate onlookers. He undid his jeans and pulled out his cock and smiled at me, I smiled back and went down on him in a kneeling position, started to give him a blowjob. After several minutes of blowjob and handjob, I mounted him and let his young hard cock slide into me, I felt him jerk in me, I slowed down and rode him for awhile, letting him suck on my hard nipples. After a while, I don’t remember how, but I reached orgasm, which in turn set his rocket off and I could feel his cum shooting into me. We held the position for a minute or two. Then I took him home. That was the first taste of a young guy and I have decided to lead a secret cougar life ever since. I have managed to find younger guys on  Ashley Madison in Alaska every time my husband would go out of town. It’s been a wild ride.

I love sex with younger guys.

Planned my own rape fantasy

Tuesday, October 7th, 2014

I’ve had a rape fantasy pretty much since I became sexually active when I was 18. I became involved in the BDSM lifestyle about the time I became sexually active. Most of my relationships have had some element of power play or at least rough/kinky sex with older men.

I recently started talking to a “friend” I met on Ashley Madison affair site in Vancouver. He is married, 19 years older than me but yet I find him attractive. I’m not sure how we got on the topic but I did share my rape fantasy with him. He seemed very curious as he is a dom but his wife wouldn’t participate into anything like that. We talked about it a lot. A few days later we got to talking about it over Ashley Madison chat and he asked me to share some details. So I did. I told him what my fantasy is, I told him how I want it to play out. After hearing all these, he said he’d be willing to work with me on this fantasy.

Here is the plan: He gave me three possible days (without telling me exactly what day) in which he’ll be waiting for me as well as a time I need to be home by. We’ve talked about do’s and don’ts. We’ve set up a safe word. We’ve agreed he can use a knife or a pair of scissors to cut off my clothing, but no blood. He’s going to gag me with my panties so I can still force the safe word out if I need to. Moderate forced oral is okay but if it goes well he will throat fuck me, but not to the point of puking. He’s allowed to tie my hands or use duct tape. Light face slapping, biting, hair pulling is allowed. Talking dirty like “little whore” or “dirty slut” was allowed. I’m allowed to put up an essentially fake fight, but if I genuinely hurt him in the process we will stop. He’s allowed to finish inside me since I’m on birth control. But he also had the option to finish on my face of body. That part will remain a surprise. After he finishes, he will leave.

Can’t wait for this to happen!