I must admit, my sexual desires probably started after being assaulted at a very young age. Ever since then I have explored myself in more ways than one. But I never lost my virginity until I was 15 years old, I am ashamed to say that I used a good friend of mine and gave him my virginity. Not having the best life in school, being teased and tormented throughout the years, being told I would die alone, a virgin, no one around me to care about me or anyone who would even cry at my death… Being the sky child I was, I believed it. So I took my childhood friend to my house before lunch at school, and told him to fuck me. I knew he would since I knew he has had a crush on me for the longest time. He still does and still wants to be with me, even though he is in a great relationship with 3 adorable children.

But I think in the few sexual relationships I have had, there has only been one guy who has ever really pleasured me, and because of that I have major feelings for him that I just cant get rid of. And trust me, I have tried. We talk just about every day and we goof around a lot. Not that his girlfriend knows.

With my unsatisfying sexual life though… Whenever I am out somewhere I people watch. I think to myself, is that someone I’d fuck? I fantasize about the things they could do to me, seeing a group of nice looking guys, my fantasies cause me to ruin a couple pairs of panties. The only thing is, I am still a shy person, I felt I was never really allowed to socialize during my school years, make many friends, hang out with friends, join school or after school clubs, since my parents shared custody of me. I lived with my mom all of my childhood life and I would visit my dads on weekends. Taking away any time I would have had to go to events or parties. I feel sexually unsatisfied.

I am a young male in college and I live with my aunt who is not even a decade older than me who is very attractive. She has an almost perfect hourglass figure with really nice tits and really hot ass Ever since I hit puberty I have had numerous fantasies of her. I have had the following fantasies involving her:

1. Sex in the bedroom
2. Sex in the shower
3. Sex in the living room
4. Sex in public
5. Anal
6. Impregnation
7. Preggo sex
8. Threesome (always with another girl or a herm)
9. Watching her get fucked by a herm
10. A herm version of her fucking another girl or another herm.
11. Footjob
12. Blowjob
13. Handjob
14. Tit Fuck
15. Buttjob

I know that’s a bit of a list and I feel more than a little weird for having these fantasies. I mean, she’s my aunt for crying out loud. But I am glad knowing the following. One, she will never go for it, trust me. Two, I can keep my urges in check and keep these fantasies where they belong, In my head.

Well the thing is because of the Internet everything is accessible. So I’ve been interested in sex since I was 14. I lost my virginity when I was 15 and there are lots of things out there I still wanna do. The main thing is two things, one, sleep with a older women, and two, be dominated by a women and have her play with my cock and ass. I’m 18 and it’s my birthday in a few days so ill be hitting up the bars here soon.

My confession is that when I was 17 I gave my 3rd real boyfriend the first blow job of my life when I was living in New Westminster. I had kissed guys down there and given hand job many times, but nothing more than that. Never had oral or never had actual sex. On this particular night, I decided to surprise him. I decided I was going to go for it and give him the first blowjob of my life along with my talented handjob. We were in the back of his truck, with plenty of room. We went through the routine of kissing, feeling my breasts over my shirt, squeezing my breasts under my shirt, then feeling me under my pants, feeling him into his pants. After getting hot doing those things I unbuttoned his pants, took out his penis, sat cross-legged on the seat and went down on him. He let me give him the blowjob for a few minutes and then said he wanted to have sex, but I told him I wanted to give him blow job and can use my talented hand. I also told him this was the first time I have taken a penis in my mouth. He seemed disappointed for a second but that changed soon as I felt how excited he got within few seconds when I took him in my mouth again. God, I must have been terrible blowjob giver, it went on forever. I kept stop giving him blow job and then give him hard hand job then again blowjob it continued for a while. My jaw was hurting so bad, but I didn’t want to give up. Eventually, I did get him to cum, the first spurt was in mouth, which I swallowed, after which I pulled him out of my mouth and he came on my hand and his leg. I was so proud of myself and he was so happy! That was my first ever giving someone blowjob but certainly not the last.

I have come to enjoy giving blow jobs and my hand jobs are more talented (my husband says I give the hottest hand jobs), the pleasure it provides, and I love the feeling of my husband’s throbbing penis as he is cumming in my mouth or on me. I have learned how to swallow it and enjoy it.

After reading all the confessions and secrets on this site, I finally have the courage to confess my own secret. I have been a happily married woman for the past three years, I have a very high sex drive and a satisfying sex life with my husband, but I secretly feel like I want more adventure in my sex life. I frequently have the urge to have sex with another man, just some random guy. I love sex, and would just like to know how it would be with another man. I have been with my husband for over 8 years (married for three years) and I am only 25 and I really would love to screw some random guy just to see what it was like, how it compared to my husband. If he were married, that would be even better! After reading all the experiences on this site about No Strings Attached, I am seriously considering trying something like that and having a secret onetime affair. The thought of it is driving me crazy with longing! I’m to afraid of being caught if I do it in Quesnel though because it’s such a small town but I’ve been fantasizing about traveling to different cities like Prince George, Williams Lake or even Vancouver, or Victoria. If I found someone I liked through a website, I’d make an excuse to go see him, but I don’t want to do anything in this Quesnel, it’s just too small. I am glad to have finally confessed my secret.