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Archive for the ‘Regret’ Category

Regret, I cheated on my ex wife

Monday, December 27th, 2010

Six months ago I got married to my now wife. We both had an affair with each other on adult friend finder. I was not happy in my relationship and she was not happy in hers. So we both ended up cheating on our spouses. At first we had a fling from Meet Locals and then as fate would have it we again met from Ashley Madison in Vancouver. Of course thinking it was the “fate” we both decided to continue our relationship. We eventually got married. She was a very sexy, attentive lover and a very sweet person who act like she had plenty in common with me. She would say she likes to watch the football; she likes to go fishing and stuff like that those I am interested in. I thought I found my soul mate. Her daughter, however, would ask me if I was sure I wanted to marry her mother. I would say, yes, of course. Little did I know why she was asking those things?

As soon as we got married she flipped. For no apparent reason she stopped having sex with me. She never touches me. She stays on the computer at all times. I know the circumstances on how we met. We both cheated in our previous relationships, but I don’t know if this all a game to her. When she comes home she goes straight to the computer. She doesn’t even speak to anyone in the house. She doesn’t drink or smoke so I am not sure what is going on. Her daughter wants me to adopt her and divorce her mother so she can leave us alone. She is a terrible mother and a terrible wife. I don’t like her at all. I wish life was simple. Some days now I miss my previous relationship. I miss my ex and regret cheating on her. I wish I never cheated.

I miss my unborn child

Sunday, November 14th, 2010

I had one nightstand, when I was growing up in Port Hardy with a girl. I was 22 and she was 24. She got pregnant. Of course I was very scared and so was she. After long discussion with our families, we decided that she would give birth to the baby and I would raise him. We even agreed that she doesn’t have to do anything with the baby if she doesn’t want to. Well, few weeks after that she aborted. Some of her friends told her she would get fat. She was scared to get fat. I was devastated but didn’t express it to anyone. Everyday I think of the baby I could have had and have to cut the pain out and get high to numb myself. I hate her. She ruined my life and I still miss that baby. Turned out she is actually over 250 pounds without ever having to give birth to any babies. I guess there is a God after all. I, however, regret that I didn’t see this was coming and that I didn’t save my unborn baby from this monster.

I am cheating on my boyfriend: I can’t say no to my secret lover

Tuesday, September 7th, 2010

I live in Saskatoon and moved here from Prince Rupert for my current relationship. I’m 26 and in a five year relationship with the best guy in the world. Recently, however, I have been messing around with a guy I have met on Facebook. I have become very attached to him for some reasons. Probably because the way he pays attention to me and makes me feel or just the thrill of forbidden fruit. It’s been happening for last few months. He knows I have a boyfriend but still we would hookup at his place. I would like to my boyfriend saying I am going out with the girls but I was actually going for my secret rondevu. I love my boyfriend and am very happy in my relationship; I don’t want to be messing around!! I have told this other guy I can’t do this anymore, as I have never cheated before in my life. Everytime I talk to him, somehow he gets to me. I just can’t stop this. Every time I cheat I regret it after. I can’t say no to my secret lover.

My first blowjob that I performed in Prince George

Thursday, August 19th, 2010

I grew up in Prince George. This story is from when I was growing up. When I was 14, my parents went for a vacation for 2 weeks. My step brother and I were in charge. My brother was 16. He invited few of his friends to go into the hot tub. Of course they had drinks and were tipsy. When they started removing their trunks, my brother then dared me to kiss each one of them on their penis. I was young and also had few drinks. I accepted the challenge. When I started kissing one of the guys said kissing was no fun, instead I should suck him. I was shocked but I did just that and I enjoyed it very much. Then he came in my mouth and I swallowed it with a bit of drink. It was so hot; I ended up giving each one of them a blow job. Needless to say, I was the most popular girl after that.

I may have to go back to be an escort again in Victoria

Monday, August 16th, 2010

I live a double life as a regular worker (paralegal) and an escort in Victoria. Yes, I have sex with people for money. I take care of the needs of lots of guys who are well recognized in the society and who are not satisfied at home. It is not illegal here; I used to be open about it but then decided not to be because I wanted my old, sweet and regular life back. Life is not as easy. I now have a boyfriend and have cut way back on my second job, but today I got fired from my job. I do not know what to do. I have a mortgage, I have car payment. I cannot make it if I do not work immediately. If I can’t find myself a job then I have to go to escort business by next week. I am so sad about this. My boy friend does not know of it yet.