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Posts Tagged ‘Fort St. John’

I am married but attracted to women

Monday, August 6th, 2012

I am a straight married 29 year old woman living in Fort St. John, but ever since I was in high school, I have been attracted to women. I don’t know why but the thought of me with a woman drives me crazy. I never told this to anyone, not even to my husband. I don’t want a romantic relationship just sex a woman would be hot. I love watching lesbian porn when my husband is out of the house. I want to find a woman to have sex with so badly. I have heard of sites like Ashley Madison is good places to look for affairs or finding what I am looking for. I don’t want to destroy my marriage though. On top of that Fort St. John is a very small place for anything like that to happen.

I know that if I want this dream to come true, I can make it happen. I just have to get up the nerve to let my husband know what I want. I am sure he would go for it, because what guy wouldn’t? But, I have to find a way to gently ease into it. And maybe if I find the right girl, I can make my fantasy come true. I would rather it just be me and another woman but if I have to let my husband watch us, I think it would be worth it.

I keep wondering if approaching my husband with this topic would make him angry, but it isn’t as if I want another man so I don’t see how it would. No matter what, I am going to find a way to have lesbian sex one day. I am to attracted to women not to make sure this happens for me. I am getting hot just thinking about being with another woman.



My wife with another man, a fantasy that started it all

Friday, March 18th, 2011

Like everyone else who has wanted the wife to get it on with another man, it all started by talking about it when we were drunk and in bed having sex like hell. One day she whispered in my ear if I would really like it if she got laid by another man, I replied YES! Next day she created profile on Ashley Madison in Vancouver as a single girl. She met some people through it and then told everyone that she was not single by introducing me. We told everyone that it was our fantasy. We met few couples and guys right away that way. After chatting with one guy she decided to meet with a guy at Doolin’s pub on Friday.

On Friday she prepared to go out, when she left she looked at me and with a big smile said expects a phone call. My heart went in my throat, but I told her I couldn’t wait. I went on Ashley Madison and checked out the guy’s profile again. Then I thought she was just playing with me. Well about 10:00 the phone rang, it was my wife, she was a little drunk but very clear on what she wanted to do, but need to know if I was OK with it. I said yes. She was already in her car on the cell phone, she described the man and how turned on she was, she was meeting him at a parking lot just down from the house, she said she was almost there and he was following her as we spoke. She said she would leave the phone under the seat so I could hear the whole thing! It wasn’t long and I heard the car door slam and he got in, I could hear everything, he was saying how long he had wanted her, how sexy she was, and the whole thing. Then things got really hot, I could hear them taking off clothes, zippers, shoes everything.

He told her that he would be gentle and wouldn’t hurt her, she said back to him I have never been with a man like you and I don’t know if she could take it (later I found out it was because he was very big!), he said let’s try and if he couldn’t get it in he would stop, she agreed. By now I am shaking, and turned on like never before! I hear him trying to get it in her; she is really screaming and moaning with pleasure! I heard her saying that’s all I could take and he said OK. In about 2 minutes I hear him release and then say I’m sorry if I hurt you, she said she was OK. I heard him get dressed and leave. She picked up the phone and said I am coming home.

Since this has happened she has told me the story over and over again. She said she would not let him fuck her again because he did hurt her when he came. We are now looking for our new encounter. We have created multiple profiles as couples on different dating sites and chatting with different people from Ashley Madison. We are thinking of traveling to Prince George, Quesnel, Vanderhoof or even to Fort St. John. I am now waiting for the next time, so I can watch in person.

Rant of another guy about Plenty of Fish (POF) in Prince George

Friday, December 31st, 2010

This is not a secret but just another rant about Plenty of Fish (POF) in general. I am a single 40-year old guy. I’m not Brad Pitt; but I’m not bad-looking either, and I’m in great shape for my age. I am successful both professionally and educationally. I joined POF in Prince George hoping to find my princess. I emailed over 30 women who in my age/looks range. I widen my search even to Fort St. John up north and all the way to Vancouver, Victoria down south and in between. I wasn’t a middle-aged desperate guy emailing 21-year-old supermodels. I was emailing women who should have been age/appearance compatible. Or who I thought might be interested in settling down after gaining certain amount of life experience that comes with age! Oh god was I ever wrong. I got absolutely *zero* responses. Everyone read and deleted the emails. My jaws dropped. My emails were at least 100 words long and it was not like “hey babe want to get laid?” or “Hey want to marry me?” type emails. So I went on searching online to see what I was doing wrong and found that its like a game for lonely desperate women who are just out to waste everyones time. I find that I have a lot better luck meeting women at the bookstore or at the gym. POF is just a waste of time. I mean, after all, gentlemen, what exactly is the “end game” on POF? Is it a coffee date on the other side of town with an overweight middle-aged woman who has three kids and has no education or knows only how to put a guy down just to glorify their own ego? Doesn’t really matter how real you are, you just can’t find a decent girl unless they have at least a college degree, even so, I have found, that gives them the false sense of achievement which makes them very arrogant.

The reason I am ranting about this is because of my last one which took the cake and made me delete my profile. I came across a profile from Prince George who was 40 years old that had the same birth date as me and gave a synopsis of the type of person born on that day is. I am very intrigued at this point thinking what a great profile! She also said she has a graduate degree. I sent her a message saying that I was born on the same day and this sounded very accurate, I thanked her for posting it and wished her a Happy Holiday Season. The result? You got it, read and deleted, not even freaking happy holidays back or a thanks or anything. She has kids who are all grown up (as per her profile), so why the hell is this self-ego? No idea. I guess when the POF started guys found this a convenient way to get laid. As a result all the girls are kind of hesitant. At the same time, ladies, not all guys are bad!

Guys who are looking to have an affair, try Ashley Madison. You will have better luck. Leave the POF to those who are looking for some serious relationships.

Anal sex experience with my secret boyfriend in Quesnel

Thursday, August 26th, 2010

My secret is I’ve recently had my first anal sex experience with my long term extra marital partner. It’s been my fantasy for many years but never tried it. I moved to Quesnel from Fort St. John and was always scared to try anything out fearing I would get caught. Meeting my secret boyfriend was the best thing that ever happened to me.

After my partner mentioned he’d like to try anal sex, I came clean and said I would too, but was scared of ending up in hospital due to injury. We bought toys and lube and did some research. We had a couple of goes, but were disappointed after I chickened out, but I didn’t want to give up. My boyfriend said not to try again if I found it too uncomfortable, and I appreciated the pressure being taken off. I found this site and must have read every single story for tips! Then one day we were having sex, and I knew I was ready to try again. The best tip I got was to have him penetrate a bit, wait and relax, then a bit more etc… Deep breathing was also very helpful. He followed my every instruction, and I think a respectful partner is paramount here.

I was amazed it wasn’t painful, and I had the most intense orgasm, and so did he. He said “you’ve never made a noise like that before”! In fact, I think I’m a lot keener on it than he is! However, I will never let my husband try it because he doesn’t deserve it. This is only special with my secrets boyfriend.

I have feelings for my stepdaughter

Saturday, July 31st, 2010

I’m 39 and my stepdaughter is 22. I live in a small town called Fort St. John British Columbia. I am seperated from my stepdaughter’s mom, but still see the stepdaughter all the time, because I also have a 11 year old son with the mom. The secret is, I am extremely attracted to my stepdaughter and have been having feelings for her. I am not sure what to do. Somdays i think I should tell her, but then I think she will freak out. Sometimes I think she is attracted to me too. I am pretty sure she has seen me checking her out. Should I confess to her of this secret? I feel guilty, even to think of it and write about it. I am torn on whether to act on this or not. I’m not crazy or a desperate person, but I can’t get her out of my head! Crazy! I know! But what can I do?