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Posts Tagged ‘sexual fantasy’

Boyfriend wants more

Monday, January 25th, 2016

I got a boyfriend – my first boyfriend actually – a couple of months ago. He’s a senior from university. We would make out in his car every time we meet. It was just kissing at first. The first time he groped my breasts and sucked them, I was so shocked and told him not to do it again. But eventually I came to like it myself and I didn’t stop him anymore. Seeing him sucking them actually turns me on I realized I get wet when he was sucking on my nipples. And last Friday, he started groping my butt and fingering me. I didn’t know what finger banging is but it felt so good. I do not hate it and I actually like getting sexual with him. But I definitely don’t want to take it to another level of having sex. Apparently he wants to have sex with me. But I have this thing. Wanting to stay virgin till I’m married. I don’t want to lose my virginity before I’m married no matter what. I want it special for my husband whom I’ll be with for the rest of my life. What’s making me worried is that what if I lost my self-control one day when he keeps arousing me like that and it just happened? Sigh! I really don’t know what to do. And I also think we’re going too fast. We’ve only dated for 3 months.

Fantasy about my husband with another woman

Friday, January 8th, 2016

I have not been able to admit this fantasy to anyone, not even myself until now … but I get really turned on by the thought of watching my husband have sex with another woman in front of me. Sometimes we’ll be having sex and I mentally switch roles, I imagine I’m actually watching him have sex with someone else right in front of me, then I imagine that I am her. It’s so erotic – I can’t explain

It is a fantasy that has been popping up more frequently in my mind. I feel it really intensely but I don’t think it is something I’d be comfortable with in reality. I very jealous! Or maybe I would. I don’t actually know. I guess I’d be worried it would be happening and then I’d regret bringing the whole thing into the “real world.” Reality is different than the fantasy! In fantasy no one needs to know what’s in my mind. But I want someone to know!

I’ve read some stories about voyeurism and how lots of people, women in particular, enjoy watching their partners with other women. It makes me feel better that I’m not alone but I’m not sure I have the courage to make fantasy a reality. I feel like I should talk with my husband! I also fear he will judge me.