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I am a retired escort in Vancouver

Monday, January 2nd, 2012

When I was an escort I did mostly a combination of massage and BDSM. I am mostly glad to be out, but I miss the feeling of being pretty and maintaining enough prowess to get men to pay for me. Especially the ones those paid me to beat and berate them. I worked as an escort in Prince George and then moved to North Vancouver. I would travel to Nanaimo or Victoria too, as high class hired escort depending on the price and if the client was paying for my trip. Money was very good but since I specialized in fetish I met some interesting and powerful people of the society. My very first call to escort was for a scary looking guy who showed me newspaper articles online about how he’d gotten in troubles with law, and then smoked some pot, and then couldn’t get off. Even after half an hour of me screwing him up his ass with his toys, he couldn’t get it hard. He was also smelly. When I went down to give him a blowjob, I almost gagged. So I ended up giving him handjob. That was one of my worst appointments throughout my escort career. Can’t believe I kept going. Now I look back and laugh. I don’t regret anything.

Regret not marrying you

Tuesday, December 13th, 2011

Katherine – everyday I regret that I didn’t say “yes” to you when you asked me to marry you. I think of you every day and you occupy most of my day – or at least a very large part of it. It’s far too late now.

I regret that I walked out of the house and never turned around again. You are the most beautiful woman that has ever walked the Earth and every woman I see can not measure up to you in any facet. All the women on Earth combined do not amount to even half of you. I love you. I miss you very much.

My life is nothing without you. You were my reason for living and now I am dead because I walked away and because I said “no”. There are very few things I ever regret doing. This ranks at the very top. No matter how many other women I have met, I compare each and every one of them to you and they can never measure up. If by chance you should ever read this – wherever you are, be assured that I never stopped loving you. I never will.

I wish you the best – wherever you are. My life is messed because I didn’t commit to you. 20 years later – you are the only woman who is on my mind – all the time and no amount of drugs or alcohol or work or anything else can take it away. If I had a chance to do it all over – I would not walk away. I would have stayed – as hard as it was. I would have stayed. I’ve created my own hell by simply not being with you – because I was insecure about what I can offer you.

You offered me everything and now I have nothing. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you and how beautiful you were. I will never smile again. There is a permanent disdain look in my face because of my decision and I hate it. I regret that I couldn’t be the one you needed when you needed me.

With love always.


Married but have fantasy of an affair with another man

Sunday, October 16th, 2011

After reading all the confessions and secrets on this site, I finally have the courage to confess my own secret. I have been a happily married woman for the past three years, I have a very high sex drive and a satisfying sex life with my husband, but I secretly feel like I want more adventure in my sex life. I frequently have the urge to have sex with another man, just some random guy. I love sex, and would just like to know how it would be with another man. I have been with my husband for over 8 years (married for three years) and I am only 25 and I really would love to screw some random guy just to see what it was like, how it compared to my husband. If he were married, that would be even better! After reading all the experiences on this site about No Strings Attached, I am seriously considering trying something like that and having a secret onetime affair. The thought of it is driving me crazy with longing! I’m to afraid of being caught if I do it in Quesnel though because it’s such a small town but I’ve been fantasizing about traveling to different cities like Prince George, Williams Lake or even Vancouver, or Victoria. If I found someone I liked through a website, I’d make an excuse to go see him, but I don’t want to do anything in this Quesnel, it’s just too small. I am glad to have finally confessed my secret.

I want to have sex with the best man from my wedding

Friday, September 9th, 2011

I’ve had a crush on my ex-husband’s best friend since before we were married. There is just something about the way that he smells, so masculine and fresh, like he’s just come out of the ocean. I used to make excuses to touch him and if I’d met him before I started dating my husband I probably would have been with him already.

I once had the opportunity to be with him, but I was unwilling to cheat on my boyfriend (now my ex-husband) and I regret it to this day. All three of us used to work in the same office when we were university students and there was one night when I was rubbing his neck, the way I used to rub my boyfriend’s neck, while he worked at the computer and I just leaned down and kissed his ear. I don’t know why I did it; it was like a muscle memory. It was something I did so frequently for my boyfriend that my hands and lips acted out of habit. It was delicious and delicate and we were alone and could have gone further, but I had shocked both of us. After that he’d joke about trading partners, his girlfriend for me and I wanted to take him up on the offer.

Now that I’m free he’s got a partner and isn’t so I’ve missed my chance. But if he’s ever single again, and I’m still available, I would have sex with him without hesitation.

Cheated on my boyfriend by having sex affair with my boss

Monday, May 30th, 2011

My secret is that I am having an affair with my boss at work. I never planned on in but one night, when we were on a business trip to Vancouver from Quesnel, it just happened and it has been going on ever since. I know I should stop, but I feel like there’s no turning back. I like to hear that I give him the pleasure and happiness that his wife can’t at home. I like the thrill I get by having sex with a married man. It is an intoxicating drug that I can’t get out of. He has children. If this came out, their lives will be shattered. I also cheated on my boyfriend and broke up with him just because of this affair. We both know nothing good could come out of it but yet we can’t seem to stop it. I would really like to talk to my mom about it, but she would be devastated. My father left us when I was 8 because of his affair with a co-worker when we were living in Prince George. My mother was devastated and I don’t think she’d be able to deal with it if I told her, because I’m basically doing the same thing to someone else and that I am having an affair with a married man who is also my boss.