I have had sex with so many men since I have been married. I have been paid to have sex, I have had sex with older men, younger men, etc. I love to have sex and unfortunately my husband has a small cock that cannot satisfy. I know that he cheats on me and thats ok, I still love him dearly! I just wish maybe the two of us could get freaky together. He could have his other woman there and I could have a guy, and the four of us could party. I really need a bigger cock and that’s one reason I cheat and have sex behind his back. I sometimes think of approaching him with the idea of buying a huge dildo and letting him shove that in my pussy while he fucks me in the ass with his small cock.

I know I could handle his cock in my ass and this way we would both get pleasure. He would get pleasure and get to cum, and I would have the huge cock I so desire. I have to think of a way to make this work because cheating on my husband is not the right thing to do. If only things were different and he was not so boring then maybe I would not be inclined to cheat on him as much. But, I love sex too much to settle for him and his small cock for the rest of my life.

I have had sex with men I have met online. I have had sex with men who have paid me to do it. I love all types of sex, and I am not picky about who I am doing it with. I have even had sex outdoors. I am not ashamed but someone had to know and my husband has no clue about this secret life I lead. I wish he were more open minded so I could have a gang bang with him. It is my dream to have my husband watch another man fuck m hard. I want to watch my husbands face as he watches me get fucked in the as. I wish I could see him jack off while I was fucking another man in front of him. I like dirty sex that is wrong and will do anything anyone wants me to, just because i know it is wrong. I would even let my husband have another woman in bed with us if he would make my fantasy come true.

I try to imagine what it would be like to have two or even three guys with me at once, I would be sucking one of their cocks while one of them fucked my pussy and the other my ass. This fanasy makes me so wet, and turns me on so much my clit swells and throbs. I know I am addicted to, and love having sex but I cannot help it. I feel like I need sex to survive, and not just any sex but dirty sex.