My older cousin Lily had a boyfriend named Noah. Noah and I became fuck buddies. This was an affair that shouldn’t have ever happened. What started as a mere fantasy turned into a sexual intimacy that grew into a proportion that was beyond our control. My cousin and I were close, almost like sisters. Went to the mall together, she’d confide in me when she and her boyfriend would fight. In great detail. And with my understanding nature, and logical thinking Noah would confide in me and I’d try to get him to understand my cousins thought process and how she felt.

It all began in January for my 19th birthday. I was finally legal. Lily and I spent the whole day getting ready and pre-drinking at her place to spend the whole night drinking and dancing. I suggested we get a designated driver to save money on cab money since her place was closer to the club than mine. Noah worked late that night so couldn’t join us. Lily got obliterated! She spent the whole night dancing with others; she insisted it would get us free liquor. It was fun up until she got us kicked out at midnight because she was yelling at the bartender. She called her boyfriend when he got off work to take care of her, Noah came around 12:30 and saw I wasn’t enjoying my time so brought us to the next club. We all enjoyed our time stress-free and sweated out most of the liquor through our dancing.

It wasn’t until around 3 am we got Lily’s friend, who was our designated driver to come pick us up. While we were waiting on the curb, she puked on the sidewalk and was just a hot mess. Noah got her some water and consoled her while we waited. Even though his emotions were with her, I couldn’t help but notice he kept staring at me. Even when I’d be dancing with other guys, he found it hard to look away.

When Lily’s friend finally arrived she got in the front, in her drunken state of mind requested McDonalds. Noah and I got into the back and he immediately put his hand on my thigh. I was shocked in disbelief to the point I was stunned in place. A friendly hand on the thigh began to explore up my little black dress, my knees pressed tightly together as I was ashamed of the sensual desire to crave more. I spread my legs shortly after, his hand moved inside. He rubbed his fingers along the front of my thong, and slowly but surely his middle finger began to swirl circles above my clit. He began playing with my clit. His eyes focusing straight ahead, acting like an innocent man as he was toying with me. My pussy started to get wet. Shortly after, his middle finger began tracing the slimy slit. It spread my juices around the labia and then, after a few minutes, it went in. My legs were quivering in delight as my nails dug into his arm. Wanting him to pull away, yet at the same time not wanting him to stop. I was biting my lips, very hard so I wouldn’t let out a moan. I put my hand underneath my dress and guided his finger to press my cunt even faster and stronger. He quickly knew what I wanted, so his finger rapidly accelerated. After a couple seconds we drove through the McDonalds drive thru. He stopped. Lilys friend asked if we wanted something, in unison we responded with a “no.” I moved over back into my seat so we didn’t look as suspicious and tried to pull myself together regardless of how soaked and horny I was. Lily and Noah got dropped off, I hopped in the front seat and got driven home. I acted like nothing happened. To this day, we still fool around. And they still have a rocky relationship that I never hear the end of by both sides. This story is just how it all began.