I am a 29-year-old female with a decent career, and I have been having sex with a married man for about two years. It’s not a relationship; honestly, we use each other for sex, and it means nothing to either of us. I don’t feel sorry about it or guilty, and I have no feelings about getting caught. It doesn’t matter to me anymore. I haven’t had the best experiences with relationships, and this seems like the only thing I can handle right now. But I sometimes fear that this may be the only thing that I can handle. Sex is just so much easier than actually trying to work at a relationship. It is so much easier than giving my heart and past to someone and being rejected. Everyone around me is moving on, getting married, having children and I’m just stuck. But I like it.