I got a boyfriend – my first boyfriend actually – a couple of months ago. He’s a senior from university. We would make out in his car every time we meet. It was just kissing at first. The first time he groped my breasts and sucked them, I was so shocked and told him not to do it again. But eventually I came to like it myself and I didn’t stop him anymore. Seeing him sucking them actually turns me on I realized I get wet when he was sucking on my nipples. And last Friday, he started groping my butt and fingering me. I didn’t know what finger banging is but it felt so good. I do not hate it and I actually like getting sexual with him. But I definitely don’t want to take it to another level of having sex. Apparently he wants to have sex with me. But I have this thing. Wanting to stay virgin till I’m married. I don’t want to lose my virginity before I’m married no matter what. I want it special for my husband whom I’ll be with for the rest of my life. What’s making me worried is that what if I lost my self-control one day when he keeps arousing me like that and it just happened? Sigh! I really don’t know what to do. And I also think we’re going too fast. We’ve only dated for 3 months.

This happened when I was younger. There was this really good looking blond boy who all of the girls were wild about. He lived close to where I did, and we sort of knew each other because of that. One day, having nothing else to do, the two of us decided to go up to this wooded area not too far from where we lived. There was this small creek, and it was summer and quite warm. We took our shoes off to put our feet into the water.

While we were sitting there, he remarked on how good it would feel to take our clothes off, poitning out that there was nobody around to see us. I agreed, so we took our clothes off and got naked. It did feel good and it was daring and fun doing that. As we sat there, he started to get an erection. His penis became stiff and stuck up, quite large and pink. He just grinned modestly and I did too, and I started to get an erection, as well. Since there was nobody around, it was fun getting hard together. He reached over to feel mine, so I felt his. It was exciting actually getting to feel another guy’s hard dick, and I didn’t mind his hand being on mine. So we played around with each other a little and we did some friendly naked hugs. Then he got behind me and started rubbing his hard dick between my buns. I laughed. The next thing I knew, he was putting some saliva on the end of his boner, and then I felt him pushing the swollen tip against my butt hole and actually going in a little ways. He began jabbing at me, and I didn’t quite know what to do, only the sensation was making my boner enormously stiff, I can tell you! Then he grunted and ejaculated in me. I was masturbating my erection and that made me come.

Afterwards, he just laughed and said how good that had felt. I was kind of put out, because basically I had just been raped. After I went home, still feeling a little tender, I thought about it and it started gettingme turned on, and I jacked off. I got together with him a number more times that summer, but a little more prepared and enjoyed our friendship.

I gave my first blowjob when I was 15. We are catholic and my parents had me baptized and make first holy communion the same day. I wore the traditional white, poofy, mid-thigh length dress with a veil, lace socks and white shoes. My parents then made me wear a cloth diaper and plastic baby pants under my dress to make me feel more pure. After my party, my parents had to go somewhere and my boyfriend came over and saw me in my out fit and got very aroused. He told me to drop to my knees and got out his penis and stuck it in my mouth and told me to suck him off. I struggled through it for a while then he came in my mouth and forced me to swallow his cum. I gagged and finially got it down.