I have been in the adult work since I was 18. By adult work I mean an adult entertainer (escort). I started as a sugar baby. I was enjoying being a sugar baby of a generous old man. Then I came across backpage and became a escort. The thrill of earning quick money was just intense and something I couldn’t control. I’ve been an escort now for almost 5 years!

On top of that I’m a cam girl and get asked to do porn all the time! I cam online by the minute. This is very safe way to entertain clients. However, my mother’s side of the family found out I cam. They were furious with me and cut of me off from them!

It’s hardworking but when clients are nice its worth it. But most clients in this town are cheap and don’t want to treat well. Hoping to find more people.

I am 23 years old living in Portland, Oregon. I was an escort at 18 making 500-1500 a day depending on the time and what the client wanted. I only did it for 6 months but those 6 months were the lowest point of my life. I was kicked out of my house with no money, no places to live. I was desperate to get myself together and survive the real world. So I became an escort. I heard from my friends how escort lifestyle was fun and glamorous, but I had no idea how much I was hurting myself. I would get drunk or high before any “date” and would silently cry during the dirty deed. I would only think about the money. I hated how addicting the money was, but I just kept giving myself away to these dirty men who didn’t understand and didn’t care about what I me. I still cannot forgive myself for those few months of escorting and I don’t think I ever will. I regret everything about being an escort. I’m with my boyfriend now of 2 years and he has no idea what I’ve done and I could never tell him. What hurts me the most is how amazing he is and how much he loves me and how perfect he thinks I am. I completely disrespected myself and my body. I feel dirty all the time. I wish I was not an escort.