I have been in the adult work since I was 18. By adult work I mean an adult entertainer (escort). I started as a sugar baby. I was enjoying being a sugar baby of a generous old man. Then I came across backpage and became a escort. The thrill of earning quick money was just intense and something I couldn’t control. I’ve been an escort now for almost 5 years!

On top of that I’m a cam girl and get asked to do porn all the time! I cam online by the minute. This is very safe way to entertain clients. However, my mother’s side of the family found out I cam. They were furious with me and cut of me off from them!

It’s hardworking but when clients are nice its worth it. But most clients in this town are cheap and don’t want to treat well. Hoping to find more people.

I am 23 years old living in Portland, Oregon. I was an escort at 18 making 500-1500 a day depending on the time and what the client wanted. I only did it for 6 months but those 6 months were the lowest point of my life. I was kicked out of my house with no money, no places to live. I was desperate to get myself together and survive the real world. So I became an escort. I heard from my friends how escort lifestyle was fun and glamorous, but I had no idea how much I was hurting myself. I would get drunk or high before any “date” and would silently cry during the dirty deed. I would only think about the money. I hated how addicting the money was, but I just kept giving myself away to these dirty men who didn’t understand and didn’t care about what I me. I still cannot forgive myself for those few months of escorting and I don’t think I ever will. I regret everything about being an escort. I’m with my boyfriend now of 2 years and he has no idea what I’ve done and I could never tell him. What hurts me the most is how amazing he is and how much he loves me and how perfect he thinks I am. I completely disrespected myself and my body. I feel dirty all the time. I wish I was not an escort.

This is a confession of how I sold myself to an older woman for sex.

I was at a hotel bar on (in my mid-twenties) and struck up a conversation with a very attractive woman who was (my guess) around 50 years old. She was in town on business and we spent several hours just chatting and really hitting it off. She asked me what I did for a living, and with the drinking and the fact that I actually didn’t do anything for a living at the time I bullshitted her and told her that I, “made a living by pleasing women.”

She asked me what I meant by that, but I just played it coy and talked around it because I was BSing her and just wanted to see how she’d react. So, she comes out and asks, “So, what would you charge a lady to please her?”

I answered that it didn’t work that way…that if we hit it off and had a relationship that ..you know. There are gifts and such.
Well, anyways, a little while later she buys two glasses of wine and hands me one and asks if I want to come up to her room and finish the glass of wine with her. We go up to her room and immediately start making out. She tells me she doesn’t really want to kiss, but wants me to please her. At that point, she pulled down her undergarments, leaned back in the chair in the room and smiled. SO, I did what she wanted and just dropped on my knees in front of her and gave her head. She was actually kind of abusive in grabbing my head and graphically telling me what to do. It got kind of nasty but I didn’t care because it was such a huge turn on for me to be basically dominated by this woman.

After she came, she told me to stand up and take my clothes off, so I did. She gave me head till I was about to lose it then took me to the bed and gave me hand job to finish me. We fell asleep for a while, then I woke up and she was stroking me again. She got on top and took me into her and whispered in my ear that she believed me. Then she said, “Ok, finish me again” and rode my face talking dirty again.

Anyways, A little while later she got out of bed and took some money out of her purse and put it into my pants pocket on the floor. When I got back to my room in the morning I discovered she’d paid me 200 dollars. It is a memory that I’ve been conflicted about, but I’ve decided I’m not ashamed. To think about it now, that experience of selling myself to an older woman for sex is really exciting and erotic.

I will start off by saying that writing this is making me hard already. I am a mid 40’s business professional, been married 10 years and am very happy. I have always had a huge fantasy of having my wife and another lady make me their bitch.

I have even often contacted escorts and other women to see what their response would be. It would start off with the three of us at a hotel and after a few glasses of wine, I would let the 2 ladies do a make over on me, get me all prettied up to abuse me. I would have long blonde wig on, they would do all my make up, put their lingerie on me and just make me sexy as hell. Then they would start by giving me a show and pulling out all the toys and such they were about to use on my. Tied face down to the bed one lady would throat fuck me with the big strap on and the other would be banging my virgin ass with another strap on. After some time they would flip me over and one would ride my face, very aggressively, rubbing juices all over my face, smothering me until i gasp for air. all the while getting pounded in the ass and having my dick pulled.

I want this fantasy to happen so badly I could just never imagine my wife having anything to do with it. Alas, what am I to do.