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First Gay Experience

Wednesday, January 23rd, 2019

When 6 years old in 1st grade I played as most kids. While on school lunch break an hour & a half. A sixth grader I knew only from the school corridors. Knelt beside me. (he whispered follow me) Apprehensive I just stayed there playing on tar lot. After nodding his head an I didn’t move, he returned asking me again. Knowing him, I wasn’t afraid, so I finally followed him. He led me into one of the many forests surrounding our schoolyard. We walked deep into it until we were hidden between a big stand of pine trees. (here, don’t be afraid not going to hurt you) Then he reached down. I step back some, but he placed his hand on my shoulder (relax he repeated I’m not going to hurt you) he started toying with my shirt as it was warm. his hand slipped into it and he played with my tiny nipples. (hurt he asked) My little dick was getting aroused pushing against my trousers..no I replied. He undid my pants they fell to the ground about my ankles. I wanted to run thinking this is wrong but my pants and his hand now on my shoulder held me fast he was strong as far as I was concerned, my penis in air free felt good never experienced it. He caressed my penis a bit then stood up(I like you he said been watching you) an undid his fly fishing out what I thought the enormous cock. Wow! I have never seen anyone else’s before. I didn’t know anything about sex the terms like dick or ECT. all I knew mine was to pee with. Now there’s this good-looking 6th grader his huge dick now stiff thick & seeping strings of liquid from pee hole. I learned pre-cum’ he’d catch some on his fingertips then rub it into my nipples it felt great. His shirt unbuttoned revealed his hot athletic built an even though I didn’t understand for the most of what was about to happen I was no longer in fear of him. Placing his hand on my head, urged me to step closer, I did. (good he said you won’t have to kneel) Little buddies the right height. Me already infatuated with his throbbing dick stared at it (go ahead touch, play with it, I like the feeling of your little fingers all over me) a yep, I did. It felt hard & warm smooth in my hands they could not wrap around its circumference. Dick was too thick & pliable his. Hot dick. Again he rubbed more pre-cum into my nipples. (take it in your mouth he urged) pressing tip against my lips, one hand of his on back of my tiny head in comparison to his strong hands. it seemed impossible to engulf his thick dick. I licked his pee hole. needless to say, his pre-cum tasted good to me. (lick the shaft he said lick it go on)I willingly did. his flesh warm and tasty. hot yes! again he pressed the tip against my lips (open he said) he seen my questioning eyes (saying open your mouth it won’t all fit, I’ll put some of it in) finally after some urging I opened wide he slid the head slowly between my lips at first, then more vigorously, sliding his boner in an out of my mouth stretched to capacity. he kept on thrusting his cock into my mouth ramming my larynx hard. my head held fast. my jaws made crackling sounds as he continued using my mouth. pressing the head, tightly against my larynx back of my mouth holding it there, then pulling out again an again repeatedly ramming my larynx. felt like he were going to ram it down my throat. he held my head right where he wanted it. When I seemed I was gaging he eased up, then resumed to push & pull between my lips ramming my larynx vigorously. (get ready he moaned, swallow it all) Followed by terrific gushes, torrents of hot cum filling my already stuffed mouth, my cheeks prepared to burst(swallow he urged, swallow) to me it tasted funky it didn’t taste bad by timing his last blasts I was liking it. down it went every glob of his sperm. when done we dressed just in time. the bell for school rang, he made me promise to tell no one an I never have, he made me promise to meet him there every Thursday of the week, after school. for the summer the schedule was the same except we didn’t have to rush any school the next day.

Cheating with a friend

Monday, December 31st, 2018

I was spending time with a friend for a while, and to make long story short….. I began looking through his laptop in the mornings when he left for work.

I found pictures of a woman with very nice tits. The pics had been cropped maybe and they didn’t have a face but I could see blonde hair and the girl was obviously petite. I wondered who it was and why he had them on his computer. The more I looked at these pics, I could tell that they were likely taken secretly cause of the angle and a few in the bathroom, bedroom, closet that were taken from a high angle…..

I took the pics and deleted the pics and replaced with different boob pics I found on the internet. I don’t think he had been looking at the file recently as far as I could tell in history. So, I deleted my tracks on the laptop.
I found out who she was after a while through his friends, as I asked inconspicuous questions while we were drinking. Lol

I became a bit obsessed and jealous at the same time and ended up doing some mean things, and I don’t know if she knows at all….. hope not.

I made a few FB prof’s and fake phone #. I found out who her new bf was and a few of my friends know him, and again I investigated secretly. I found out he was married once. So, I checked his ex-wife FB with one of my aliases. And I commented on a post and began chatting with her, and it turns out we both knew her ex Ryan…. or so, I had her think.
I got a lot of info from her on their marriage and memories she had with him. She is a crazy person I discovered and is so jealous of Ryan her ex’s new GF (the owner of the great mystery tits) Xtina does not like her one bit and would try to fuck Ryan if she could. Likely never to happen unless he is desperate lol.

I then decided to make a new alias–the ex-husband and sent her messenger chats. She replied with enthusiasm and was very flirty. She even sent me her boob pics and said she could do amazing things with her throat when she gives a bj. I had to quit cause she was getting too emotional and was wanting to reunite. I wrote that we should have no more contact and she sent back a message saying unless $2000 was transmitted she may contact his girlfriend.

I deleted everything, including the boob pics I put online with her name on it and the ones on the alias FB I made of her. Deleted the exhusband prof and chats too.
Had some fun and I sent Ryan gf a long message with her chats with the ex-husband and the alias other friends….so she could read them all and see what she said. His gf may be interested in the drunk dials asking her to fuck……. lol. His ex is crazy and still obsessed with him.

I am no longer fixated on his gf, I do think her tits are sweet, but I have a new friend now to enjoy.

Unhappy marriage

Sunday, December 23rd, 2018

I’m a married 41 yr old guy who seems to be with the wrong woman and have known this for years. She has become a drunk and has no care for the household and our daughter who has lost all respect for her as well. She has made our home a very depressing place to be. I have found myself seeking other women/girlfriend to feel that warmth of a woman again. Our daughter doesn’t want to live there any longer if she is here. And I seem to stay away more at our lake house to be apart from that seen but hate to be without my daughter. I guess what I’m wondering it must be time to end this terrible marriage. At the beginning of the year, I’ll ask her to leave this house so my daughter and I can live in a better environment with less stress. She’ll probably pull the suicide card out again as she tried a couple of years ago with my daughter there. More drama !!! I wish she would disappear so my daughter and I can move on and I can find someone to love while I still have a little youth left in me. Any thoughts or advice is welcome.

Fun with a girl in the school bus

Sunday, September 23rd, 2018

I was coming back on a long bus ride for a school field trip. Almost everyone was sitting up front and the bus was not full at all. I decided to go lay down in the back. I was there for a while when another girl also came back and said “you read my mind” laid down in the seat in front of me with her head towards the window and legs curled up towards her chest. This caused her butt to be very exposed. She was also wearing tight black spandex tights revealing every curve. This caused me to get very excited, which is strange because I have not been turned on by many other girls before.

After a while I decided to get daring and I reached out and gently stroked her in her hair and then slowly traced downwards. She did not move at all and I assumed she was asleep, so I proceeded to continue gently stroking very gently. Then when we would hit a bump in the road I would keep my finger still and let her body grind against it. This kept up for about a half an hour and then I noticed her toes curling and she gave out a low long moan like someone just awakening. I quickly laid back down just as she was sitting up, and then she turned back towards me and said, “hey we are almost back to school.” I pretended to be asleep until I heard her lay back down. I though about what I had just done the rest of the way back. And still wonder to this day if she was truly asleep or not. I didn’t know her then and still don’t know her name.

Dating my best friend’s ex boyfriend

Tuesday, September 18th, 2018

My best friend started dating this one guy who was very gullible. I started getting really jealous that they were dating. She broke up with him to get attention from others. I asked her why she broke up with him, and she said because he sent her a message saying she was a whore. I asked her to show me the message. But she said she deleted the message from her phone. I tried to tell him she was a lying bitch but I couldn’t, because she is my friend. I wanted them to break up but I didn’t want to do it myself. She got a new boyfriend but I got really upset because my boyfriend said it was hard to see her with him. I was upset because I thought he still wanted to be with her. She moved and I am so glad that she did. Because now he’s all mine. We have been dating for eight months.