My secret is that I have cheated on my husband several times. I live in Kelowna. I know its wrong but I always try to justify my actions. I guess it’s because he doesn’t have any time for me or that he doesn’t pay any attention towards me. So when I get attention I take it and it usually turns into sex. I love my husband but I love attention too. I had an affair over the summer and it was the most amazing man I have ever been with. He was married too. We met on Ashley Madison like man others on the site. After the summer he had to move with his family to Edmonton. I miss him a lot and I know that I love him. I can’t be with him because of my kids and he can’t be with me because of his family obligations. I don’t know what to do at times. My husband knows something is wrong and he confronted me about it too but I continue to deny it. I feel like such a whore at times but then I know I’m not a whore because what I felt was love and we even waited few months before we had sex. We talked and connected on a different level. I just miss him and I think about him all the time. Then I look at my husband and I love him too. I am so confused. I just want to feel what, I feel for this guy, for my husband. Why can’t things just work out?

Thanks for the site by the way. I finally can let this off my chest!

Tags: Edmonton, Kelowna

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