I regret not having children earlier
I am 37 and had a former beau, love of my life, in my early twenties. We met in college and were planning our future together. I decided I wanted to wait to get married and have kids because I wanted to focus on my career at the time and just living life. The love of my life died in a car accident. I have never found anyone that I connected with so deeply ever since and never had children. Another thought that weighs deeply on my conscious is the probable fact that if we did get married sooner etc., that would have changed everything in our lives and he would have likely never been in that car accident and still be alive. We were engaged for almost two years when I lost him. I missed out on a decent fulfilling life because of my fears and doubts. Now I regret it. Life is too short. I still miss you Jake!
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