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Posts Tagged ‘Florida’

Blowjob confession of a lingerie model

Thursday, January 1st, 2015

I work in this “lingerie store” as a “lingerie model”; really it is the type of place that sells sex toys and sexy things, as well as lingerie of course. However, the main focus is the models. Gentlemen, if you wish to call them that, can come in and choose a model for a private session.

They are never supposed to have sexual encounters or touch the models, but they do jerk off while watching each piece modeled. I never really watch the guys when they jerk off as it is just a job and I get tipped well.

One day things changed a little bit when this man came in and pulled his penis out. I couldn’t help but watch as he stroked it, and the reason for this is that it was huge! I was getting really horny watching him and I had to hold myself back from breaking the law.

The only other time I wanted to do anything wrong, and did was when I gave my boss a blowjob. While it felt dirty and it turned me on, this was different. I wanted to fuck. I wanted to walk right over to this guy, pull my panties off and sit on that big cock, but I held myself back.

When I went in the back room, after all the other models had left, as it was my night to lock up, I started looking at the sex toys. I thought about the time I gave my boss a blowjob and remembered how small his penis had been in comparison.  I wanted to feel a big cock for once in my life and see why everyone made such a big deal over it.

They sell a product called realistic cock and it comes in different sizes. I had never had a big cock before and had only seen them in moves. I pulled the 12 inch toy off the wall and brought it to the bathroom. I stuck it to the wall with the little suction cup that is attached to the back of it and I pulled my panties down.

I knew that was going to be hard to get into me so I put a lot of lube on my pussy. I slowly got down on my hands and knees and back into that gigantic toy cock until it was buried deep inside of me. I never came so hard in my life. Now I know why they say size matters!

Almost a sex slave

Thursday, January 2nd, 2014

I was adopted as an infant and when I was 9 my adoptive mother had a fatal heart attack. I knew I was adopted by the time I was 7 and although I called her Ma, my adoptive father insisted I call him Neil. They were always wonderful and generous to me and Neil still is. I’m 22 now and am more of a wife to Neil than I am a daughter.

We have some type of sexual activity on an average of five times a week or more sometimes. It began shortly after Ma died and I was naive enough at the time to have Neil manipulate me. It started with the nudity around each other and he had me convinced it was more comfortable to be naked while at home. It wasn’t like we nudists since we were only nude in the privacy of the house.

It mostly began with him being naked but he soon coerced me into being naked around him. Then the baths and showers started where he had us wash each others bodies. I was hesitant at first to touch his genitals but within only a few months he had me masturbating him. Around 11 or 12 I began to develop breasts and instead of being shy about it I think it made me feel good by his daily compliments. Massages became a common thing where we would rub down each other with baby oil. He always massaged me first and I am fairly certain I had my first orgasm when I was 12. He had baby oil all over my body and began fingering me and the more he did this the more orgasms I would have over time. He often penitratrated my anus at the same time he was fingering me and I got to where I looked forward to the showers and the massages.

He swore me to secrecy but It didn’t matter because I enjoyed his attention so much. By the time I was 15 I no longer was a virgin and aside from intercouse we masturbated each other and even now perform oral sex on each other regularly. We don’t sleep together but have sex often during the week and I have never told anyone about this. He is very good to me and buys me anything I want but is sometimes very demanding with sex. We are still naked about the house most of the time and I don’t really think about that often. When I have my periods he doesn’t have intercouse with me but for years now subjects me to anal sex which I don’t like him to do. He also has me suck him off while masturbating him and he enjoys cumming in my mouth all the time. I don’t mind that to much but hate anal sex. We still massage each other a couple times a week and I still love him doing that to me and masturbating me. He is a very handsome man and I do love him but he always has control of the sex we have together and has full control over me. I love being his sex slave

My boy toy in Utah made my sex life exciting

Friday, November 4th, 2011

After a lot of petting with this cute boy “it” happened. I met him on an affair site called Ashley Madison in Utah. I was cheating on my husband because I was 38 with high sex drive but he was not interested. One thing lead to another and it just happened. My boy toy was 21. He came over to my house after school several times and had put his hand in my panties and even pushed a finger around in me a little but then would stop when I told him it hurt. I knew he was not experienced, which added to the excitement because I wanted to teach him “my way.” The memories of how much excitement I felt are incredible. It was absolutely amazing, the forbidden lust. I remember my boy toy on top of me one day. His skin was smooth and warm. He pulled my pants down and then my thong and got in between my legs and instantly started thrusting into me. I was so tight and it felt like a huge pole trying to get in to my body. I started telling him no, no, stop. But he was beyond hearing stage. I think he was in an ecstasy land. As quick as it began he finished, he climaxed in me with a loud bang. As he got up he asked me if I would let his friend do me someday because boys will be boys, apparently he was bragging about me to his friends. I said no. Now my sex life with my husband has turned around because I am trying new things with him. My husband makes incredible love to me and can make me come so hard that juice runs out of my pussy and gets all over his face. I guess you have to know firsthand how bad something can be to appreciate the good. When I am with my husband, I imagine my boy toy which gets me every time. Too bad we moved to Florida. I don’t think many boy toys will like a 51 year old female! I wish I could find some no-strings attached relationship here with some younger guys.

Voyeurism in Florida

Monday, May 9th, 2011

I’ve been a voyeur since as long as I can remember. I grew up in a small suburban neighborhood in Florida. My neighbor growing up was the hottest girl in high school, who was 7 years older than me and her sister was 1 year older than me. They shared a room. From my bedroom I could see right into their room, of which they always left the blinds, pulled open and would walk around naked or in their bra and panties. I used a binocular to see them up-close. I’m not sure if they knew or not, but they would be naked a long time. I love the idea of voyeurism. I am now living at new house but I miss those days. I still wonder if they walk around naked or not sometimes.

I still regret having an abortion

Wednesday, January 5th, 2011

When I was a teenager and growing up in Orlando Florida, I got pregnant with my 16 year old boyfriend at the time. I thought I was in love and got intimate without protections. After I got pregnant, I was talked into an abortion my boyfriend. My family disowned me after I got pregnant and I was very scared at the time. When we went to that clinic they did no counseling before the procedure. I didn’t realize what abortion was until I got one and it was too late to stop. I have cried about for about a year and I can’t let go of what I did. I still wake up at night with nightmares. I have prayed to God for forgiveness but I can’t seem to forgive myself. I will never do something so selfish again. If I could go back to that day I would change it. I regret this abortion all the time. It was 22 years ago!