My secret is that first time I ever had sex was with my babysitter. I was 13 and she was 15. I hated having a babysitter but my mother insisted. One day she heard me complain about complaining about babysitter and when my parents left she said that she agreed but needed the money and said she would make me love it. Even before she finished saying it she grabbed my cock and I was hard instantly. She stripped me down and sucked me and gave me a handjob for few minutes. I was rock hard already and it felt like heaven. She took of her cloth except for her panties which I loved and started to sit on my cock. It was my first time so I was excited and kind of scared at the same time. It felt so good and I loved it. Can’t remember how long after but she put aside her panty and inserted my cock into her wet pussy. Within probably 5 seconds after that I came. We had many more sexual experiences after that until she went off to college. Sex with babysitter was so hot I still think about it all the time.

So there’s this girl at my college that I hate with a fiery passion. She absolutely gets on every last one of my nerves, and is just an all-around horrible person to everyone. She is a redhead with a nice tight body. She has an amazing ass and petite yet perfect boobs. I sometimes think what it would be like to pour all of my hate for her into having sex with her. I imagine tying her down and cutting her clothes off while she tries to resist, and pulling my dick out. I imagine forcing her to choke on my cock (assuming that if I choke her enough she can’t bite), and then fucking her. I will force her to say that she likes it, and slap her and spank her until she does what I say. And I imagine that I would not just have my way with her one, but as many times as I desire. I like the fantasy of rape.

My pastor in Los Angeles, California, is known for the BIG hugs he gives to men and women. No one thinks it’s inappropriate when he hugs. Lately, however, his hugs to one of our new female members somehow seem intimate and more personal in a way I never saw before. Last week they hugged so forcefully you could totally see the connection. My pastor is married. At bible study last night he almost taught the whole class looking in the direction of this lady. I don’t know how to ask him about this discreetly without disrespecting.