I am a straight married 29 year old woman living in Fort St. John, but ever since I was in high school, I have been attracted to women. I don’t know why but the thought of me with a woman drives me crazy. I never told this to anyone, not even to my husband. I don’t want a romantic relationship just sex a woman would be hot. I love watching lesbian porn when my husband is out of the house. I want to find a woman to have sex with so badly. I have heard of sites like Ashley Madison is good places to look for affairs or finding what I am looking for. I don’t want to destroy my marriage though. On top of that Fort St. John is a very small place for anything like that to happen.

I know that if I want this dream to come true, I can make it happen. I just have to get up the nerve to let my husband know what I want. I am sure he would go for it, because what guy wouldn’t? But, I have to find a way to gently ease into it. And maybe if I find the right girl, I can make my fantasy come true. I would rather it just be me and another woman but if I have to let my husband watch us, I think it would be worth it.

I keep wondering if approaching my husband with this topic would make him angry, but it isn’t as if I want another man so I don’t see how it would. No matter what, I am going to find a way to have lesbian sex one day. I am to attracted to women not to make sure this happens for me. I am getting hot just thinking about being with another woman.

My wife and I have been married for over 11 years and always had great sex. When we first met, I confessed being a total pervert. She loved me for it too. She was just as much into sex as I was. We spent many evenings playing with each other while watching dirty movies on DVDs or porn on the computer. It wasn’t long before the subject of letting other people watch us having sex came up. So we joined ashley madison in california. It was not long before we got many responses from single guys and other like minded couples. So we invited a couple over. We would let them come into our house and sit in the chair and watch us having sex. We always told them they could look but no touching. There was rule of only watching and no touching. After figuring out that was fun, we started to invite others too. Rules were the same – no touching – just watching. I have had to almost physically throw a few of them out for not being able to control themselves. Most of the time we had a lot of fun putting on a show for some horny guys. Later we allowed them to masturbate while watching us having sex. We went to a local pub. My wife had on a short skirt. It wasn’t long before we had several guys wanting to “play pool”. Later we found out from the bartender that once a month they had a couples and single female only party and that night was one of those parties. It was so cool to look around the room and see guys fondling their wives and vice versa. That was such a turn on for me as I have always needed visual stimulation to get off properly. We became regular party goers to that club. Every once in a while we would hook up with other couples and either get a room or go back to their house and play. We never did do the full swap, but, light touching and some oral was always okay. Wives would take turns in giving us blowjobs. Often the girls would go at it while us guys shot cum all over them. Good old days!!! Missed the swinger lifestyle.