What would you do if you really needed the money and you can’t find a job or get anything from anyone. I grew up in Prince George, BC. I lived in many northern cities for jobs. None of them were paying my bills properly. It was always a struggle. So I became an escort. It is not about glamour or lifestyle. It is about surviving and not losing yourself in process. It is about not being homeless but rather trying to put a roof over my head. I know many people has many ideas about this and everyone takes the moral high ground. When it comes down to the basics like food or shelter or a warm blanket, I am on my own. There is no one to help me but myself.

My name is Ecstasy and I am an escort. There is a group of us out there, girls who get caught up in escorting for whatever reasons, and live life that many envy they could and others despise. I would like to think, we are the glue to your marriage or to your relationship.

My family disowned me when I was 15, my boyfriends, all of them, were losers, I tried working at a retail store for minimum wage, I tried flipping burgers for $8 an hour, I tried being a janitor but really none of them gave me the freedom (financially and personally) I needed till I became an escort.

I have been with some very well respected men in the community. However it is hard when they spend the night with me and then in the morning they bash all the escorts and takes a moral stance.

None of my friends or whatever family I have left knows I am an escort. I am not trying to convince anyone to be an escort. By all means please try your best not to be in this lifestyle. If you get involved into this lifestyle do not judge yourself and dont worry about what others say.