I advocate feminism and work for a law firm that devotes in this cause. I have a secret. As a feminist I have always been terrified to admit even to people I’m intimate with that I enjoy rape fantasies. There is something about it that excites me like nothing else. The idea of loosing control and being used as a “sex toy” for someone’s pleasure at his will is something intoxicating.

This fantasy of being raped is not new. Even as a kid and teenager a lot of my sexual awakenings were disturbing in that I was more of a victim than a willing and curious girl. I was raped and forced to perform sexual acts. It’s not that I ever want to actually be raped and I’m not even really interested in roleplaying it but I do love to fantasize about it.

In those fantasies I’m vulnerable and fearful for my life. I’m always locked in a cage or a windowless room and forced into doing anything my captor wants, until I’m sobbing from exhaustion. Until my captor is satisfied with me and until my captor is done using me!

We have been married for over 11 years. To spice things up in the bedroom, my husband and I briefly had an open relationship last summer. We live in Prince George and we had to be very discrete as its a small town.

We ended it after exploring for about 6 months. I met someone (who was also in an open relationship and was married just like us) I had a real connection with. I still have one fantasy I wish we could have fulfilled … a threesome with my lover (the guy from the other relationship) and my husband, and them both penetrating me at once … Double Penetration or even Double Vagina.

I had been exploring and getting more comfortable with anal with my husband. He loved it, and although I didn’t at first, I was warming up to the idea. But the thought of having them both inside me at once is exhilarating. It seems so exciting that even the thought of it makes me wet. The thought of them both feeling each other through the thin walls of my vagina … the thought of all three of us orgasming together … it would happen unintentionally, after a night of hanging out and drinking, and then everyone gives in to their desires and we begin to kiss, and touch, and grope, and then there is exhilarating sex. Except while I am with my lover vaginally, my husband joins in anally, and everyone is deeply satisfied … I wish I could pursue this threesome fantasy!

I do not want to write long stories, I just want to write, my secret about ,,what i enjoy the most with my wife”, and you write and answer your personally opinions about everything. I have a free relationship with my wife. and we enjoy everything, only when we agree together, between us there is no cheating. My wife is not jealous if i fuck another woman, she likes to watch and enjoy together with us. My wife loves sometimes, when, i fuck another woman, that we together have control, me and my wife together, complete satisfaction of other women with: sucking, controlled biting, and licking nipples, gently stroked her whole body and especially, my wife enjoys at the time when i fuck this woman, to licking her clitoris, and in such a way we have together of these women a maximum control from satisfaction of her restless body, i also like when other women do the same with me and my wife.

I enjoy also very much when i watch, my wife as she sucks cock from another man. because she knows how to do this so gently and beautifully. I like much more when she fucks another man. I’m then very curious and proud of my wife. She do this far the best, and so well, that my wife can never disappoint me as a lover with another man. She would always for me fuck, every other man, the best way she can. When she fucks another man, her lithe body twists so nice, she moves then so nice, She loves and enjoys to takes full control of pleasure, i constantly enjoy with my wife, not only sex, but also in many other different way. I believe every man would love to have such a woman, that he loves and trust. Woman who can fully trust in everything and anything, We have big love, and trust. We have a beautiful life, good sex, and many of our sweet secret. Let everyone enjoy their life in their own way.

I have been in the adult work since I was 18. By adult work I mean an adult entertainer (escort). I started as a sugar baby. I was enjoying being a sugar baby of a generous old man. Then I came across backpage and became a escort. The thrill of earning quick money was just intense and something I couldn’t control. I’ve been an escort now for almost 5 years!

On top of that I’m a cam girl and get asked to do porn all the time! I cam online by the minute. This is very safe way to entertain clients. However, my mother’s side of the family found out I cam. They were furious with me and cut of me off from them!

It’s hardworking but when clients are nice its worth it. But most clients in this town are cheap and don’t want to treat well. Hoping to find more people.

This is the thought about you that drives me crazy … waking up, rolling over and seeing your sexy body lying on it’s side next to me … Seeing your lower back and those beautiful dimples just above your beautiful ass.

I move closer by an inch or two and reach out and move my hand along your body but stopping at the top of your sexy ass … Rubbing a finger or two along your pussy … just enough to feel the warmth without totally touching. You’re still sleeping but I can see and hear you like it because you start to purr and move slightly. You arch your back ever so slightly … I can feel you getting warmer and wet. That was my signal from you … I slide a finger inside you and listen to you moan. You gasp and let it out … just loud enough to gesture me your approval of what I am doing. You turn your head to kiss me, not moving the rest of your body and push back to enjoy the sensation.

I kiss your neck, ear lobes and your back between your shoulder blades as I move closer to you. The tip of my cock brushes against your ass and you push back thinking I was going to enter you. You want to feel the sensation little longer. I continue teasing with my fingers, making you moan You reach back, wrapping your hand around me and stroking my cock and making sure as you do that the head is touching your ass. You can feel the pre-cum making your ass wet. You wipe it off with your finger and put it in your mouth to clean it.

You move and position yourself differently by putting your right knee closer to your chest, opening yourself up little bit more and stroking me but with the head of my cock at the entrance to your pussy. I can feel the warmth coming out of you and the wetness. We both are so turned on and my cock is throbbing in your hand. I can’t take it anymore and I grab your hip and thrust inside of you, listening to and loving the sound of the moan that escapes your mouth. You push back, meeting me, harder and harder … Moaning. I stay that way for few seconds to enjoy the ecstasy of feeling. You place your hands on the wall above the headboard to help you push back and moan heavily, telling me, “fuck me.”

I can feel all the muscles in your pussy contracting and hear your heavy breathing and I tell you I can’t take it anymore and want to cum inside of you while I gently pull your hair back. You love the sound of this and push back more, turning your head and looking at me making the eye contact, begging me to cum inside of you. It’s too much for me and with one final push I grab your hip – dig my nails in and go as deep as I can while moaning and pumping my hot, sticky load inside of you. Smiling, you turn your head, kiss me and with a devilish look on your face you tell me that was the best way to wake up while pushing your body back against mine as I wrap my arms around you and my cock rests inside of you.

One of the best ways to wake up!