I can’t have sex with men
My secret is about my father and how he ruined my life with other men. He is a very loving and caring person, but he has anger issues. When I was very young he would back me into walls and yell and me until I cried. He once pulled my brother by the hair and he called us “ungrateful brats” often. Now that I am all grown up I am afraid of men having control over me. I try not to get involved with any guys. Sex with a guy would be like giving up all control and make me extremely vulnerable. No matter how much I want it, I can’t have sex with men now and I blame it on my father.
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