Sexual acts with my stepsister: fantasies and handjobs
I am a 23 year old girl from Surrey, and have done many things I am not proud of. One thing that always bothers me is engaging in sexual acts with my stepsister when I was 16. She is also the same age as me and as teenage hormone filled girls, we have always talked about sex, fantasies, boys and what not. We acted on many of our fantasies like acting out stuff like rape scenes, bondage, hooking up with strangers as threesome. We both masturbated and gave each other handjobs. I don’t know why we did it. I think we learned most of this stuff from her father, because he molested us both when we were kids. We had to complain at the school about it because our parents didn’t listen. Now we’re all separated and I am just starting to realize how wrong and messed-up my relationship with my stepsister was. I believe in God, and I’m afraid he will send me to hell. I worry that I won’t be forgiven, and I feel so horrible about it because the whole time we did it I knew it was wrong.
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