I am sorry to have met you
My biggest fear is coming true; I’m afraid I’ll never be happy again, cause I know I’ll only have second best. I lost the one and only person I’ve had strong feelings for. I can’t stop missing you; I feel stupid and worthless missing you and actually caring. I’m sorry I can’t walk away, not that I’d ever let you know. I don’t know what this feeling is, but I sometimes wish I never met you because you have me believing that you’re so much more than human. I want to hate you. But I know that’s not what I feel. I’m young, but I’m messed up and all wrong, and it’s all because of you.
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April 8th, 2010 at 10:53 am
I know how you feel 🙁 I’m going through the exact same thing and it’s extremely painful. It’s going to take me a long time to feel ‘right’. Please find some comfort knowing that there are others in this world going through the same thing as you are. You’re definitely not alone….
August 2nd, 2011 at 2:22 pm
wow turn this into a song its moving & unique
IT GETS BETTER…trust me, you haven’t even met the love of your life yet.
December 7th, 2011 at 2:50 am
Coco is right, it does get better. It takes time, a lot of it (took me 6 years) and patience and frustration and good friends. And you’ll probably never be who you were before, and the energy spent trying to be that person can make you really negavit. Accept the person you are now and work towards the person you want to be.