Last year I was at a party and I think I was the only sober one there as I was the DD. So I had to run a few people home as they had been drinking. When I got back there were only 3 people still there; all guys. There was “Mike” who is a hot black guy; “Sean” Mike’s not so hot brother but still good looking; and “Chris” a hot white guy who I did not know until that night.

We were all sitting in the living room talking and Mike said that his biggest turn on is watching two white people kiss. We were all laughing about it and Chris looked at me and said “hey let’s turn him on.” He leaned over and started kissing me. I was taken back for a few seconds but I was soon kissing him back and becoming turned on. Mike soon came over and sat on the other side of me and started to feel my breasts. I was soon kissing Mike as well as Chris. Sean came over a few minutes later and joined in the fun.

Well let me just say that one thing lead to another and soon we were all having a great time. I have never had so much fun in my life and I have never had so much pleasure in one night. 3 men there all trying to please me. It was so amazing.

The problem is now when I have sex with anyone else I find it so dull. I miss being pleased in so many ways at one time. I had never been pleased like that before and now I am worried that I will never been please like that again. I would recommend that every lady should try being with more than 1 guy at a time. You will never go back to just one guy at a time.

I am happily married and have been for a long time. My husband and I have somewhat of an open relationship. With agreement we may see other people for casual encounters. A few years ago, actually about 6 now I went away for work. I had a chat friend in the city in which I was visiting. We met and hooked up and had a great weekend. Went for dinner, toured the city, and enjoyed each others company. My husband was fully aware of it all and actually encouraged it. The friend was totally respectful of my marriage as well. We continued to chat and remained friends. A couple years later I again visited the city for work. Where I was staying that my work had paid for was in somewhat of a sketchy neighbourhood and I was uncomfortable wtih some of the patrons. My friend came to visit me there and was worried as well for my safety. He requested I stay at his home. With hubby’s argreement I stayed with him. This stay was for an entire week. It was a great week, where we spent the evenings touring the city, going shopping, movies, golf etc. We had a great time and really enjoyed each other. Before I left we both expressed strong feelings for each other, however both aware that we did not want to ruin my marriage or life back home. So we went our seperate ways.

It has been about three or four years now since I have seen him. We chat occassionally. The other day I asked of his love life and relationships. He stated he has not met anyone and feels after being with me his standards are too high. He then stated “you are the one I was meant to marry”. It was something I did not expect. He has said if I was ever single that he would be here in a heartbeat to sweep me off my feet and marry me in an instant. It is an exhilirating feeling but definitely one I cannot tell my husband. For being a woman with previously no secrets from her husband this is one I truly will never reveal. So I go on holding the notion that there is another man out there that wishes to be with me, yet we both know this will never happen. It is an exciting but sad secret I will hold forever. He is discussing coming to visit and I don’t know how I will contain the emotions in front of my husband. Here’s hoping the best. It is so hard to love more than one.

I have never told anyone this. But back in high school I told a little white lie. You see I had just started dating a new boyfriend and I told him that my ex boyfriend wouldn’t leave me alone at school. He would follow me around and try to talk to me all the time. There was no way that my new boyfriend would have known as he went to a different school. I just wanted to get back at my ex for breaking my heart. I was still upset with him for everything he put me through and I thought it would be an easy way to get back at him. My new boyfriend came into the school at lunch time and went straight for him in the cafeteria. There was a huge fight and everyone got into trouble for it. I was called into the office and I just said that I had no idea what was going on. But really I caused it. My ex boyfriend ended up in the hospital and ended up with plates and pins in his leg. I feel bad for telling the little white lie but I feel so good that I was able to get back at him for breaking my heart. Even now years later I am still happy with the out come of what happened

I have a little confession to make. I have always tried to put on that good girl image but deep down I am a naughty little girl. Even if everyone disagrees with me I know I am. But after I make this little confession you will know why I am too.

I had today off work and I called up a guy I know. I had nothing better to do so I went down to his place and I had sex with him. I enjoy sex with him but it always seems to go so fast. For me they are like little quickies even though they do last about ½ hour or so. I wasn’t really satisfied (never really am when I’m with him) so I came home and had a shower. I then phoned up another guy I know who I have sex with once in awhile and went down to his place to have sex with him. Yep, I had sex with two guys in a matter of hours. But even the second guy never really does anything for me.

They are both so different and wonderful in their own ways but either one of them really satisfy me. I have sex with them more because I am just craving sex then getting the enjoyment out of it. I love having sex so much that I want it all the time. I need to find one man that can do to me what only several men can. Even having sex for the second time that day I still wanted more. Is it wrong that I can’t be satisfied by two men in one day? I like that I am a dirty girl!

Last month I travel to Williams Lake, a town 3 hours away from Prince George, to see a man. Most people would say that there is nothing wrong with that. Well there is something wrong with it. There is a lot wrong with it. I left my two children at home alone for the night and no one knew where I was. I just wanted to have sex so bad that it didn’t matter that I was leaving the kids alone. I just wanted to be with someone. I wanted to feel someone next to my body. What makes this ever worse is that the man I went to see is married. Yep, I travelled 3 hours to have sex with a married man. His wife had no clue. He told her he was working that night but took the night off work and met me in a hotel. The night we spent together was so hot. I have never done anything like that before. Knowing that we were both being “bad” made it just that much more exciting. He was able to please me in ways I never knew before. I didn’t know what to expect but I got way more then I have ever had before. He continued to tell me I was so much better than his wife and he would not be able to go back to her after the night we had. When I close my eyes and think about it I become so turned on and want him again so badly. After our night of passion I have never spoken to him again. He has tried to phone me but I don’t answer. It was a perfect night but he has a wife and I am not willing to wreak that for him. Our one night will be all we will ever have.