My girlfriend and I had many sexual fantasies and seemed to do everything we talked about. One thing she wanted me to do was give a guy a headjob (She had been with a girlfriend while I was joined in many times). I thought, oh whatever, why not try? There was one guy at work in the plant that everyone said was gay. I just went up and asked him one day and he said yes. Then jokingly told him that I would have to blow him. He just smiled and said anytime. Told my girlfriend and she almost orgasmed on the spot and said oh yeah and please get pictures. Few days later on night shift I called him on his offer. He smiled and we went into the back end of the plant where no one was and he pulled down his pants. I took him in my mouth and then gave him head until he came in my mouth all the while taking pictures with my camera. It was real nice and I found it a turn on. My girlfriend loved the pictures I emailed her of my adventure and come on my face. I haven’t been with a guy since, but if the right circumstances come up, who knows?

I use men, toy with them, get them wrapped up in me emotionally only to watch them crash afterwards. I find it amusing, I feel more women should do this. Men are garbage and need to be treated half as badly as they treat women. I am proud of the hearts I break, the pain I cause…my how the tides have turned.

My husband and I have an active sex life. What I think is active. There does not go a week where we do not have sex at least 3-8 times. One day while driving we realized we had no kids, as they were staying with their grandparents. It made us think of the days where we would stop along the road for a quickie or tease each other in the car while driving. As I was driving hubby rubbed my leg, my inner thigh and caressed the top of my panties. He talked dirty to me and continually asked how wet i was getting. I played like it did not affect me much and continued to drive. A ways down the road I had in my mind that I needed to find a place to pull over. This was a busy highway escpecially in the summer. I knew of a road up ahead and still gave no clue to my intentions. I slowed down and pulled over and turned onto the secluded dirt road. Hubby was still unaware and this being a nice spot by the creek thought I had stopped to take some wildlife/nature pics. We stopped and I said nothing. He looked at me puzzled. I got out of the car and he followed suit. I then said “Well if you want to have sex with me you best drop those bulging jeans of yours”. I then laid on the hood of the car with my skirt lifted to reveal my moist panties. The instant they were removed hubby was all over me. We made out for about 15 to 20 minutes in the wide open in the middle of a dirt road that anyone could have ventured down. It was very exciting and resulted in both of us cumming within a short amount of time. Needless to say hubby wore a smile the entire drive home and most of the next day. Now when we drive by that dirt road he looks over to me with a twinkle in his eye. I cannot wait until next time.

My story is probably one that not many would guess. I live in a small town and have for many years. I am happily married with children. I have a great job and am in my opinion and others, good at what I do. I secretly feel like a failure at times. We have many friends and I appear to be popular. I however always have the feeling that I really do not fit in. I don’t have really close girlfriends. I have friends that are girls but I am not the one that they would call first for a girls weekend away, or a night out on the town. I am also too shy to phone and ask them to go out. No one that knows me thinks I am shy but deep down I am. I always worry about what people think of me, yet appear to be very confident. I also am amazed when someone else may say I am pretty, or amazing. I just do not see it. I wish I could overcome this about myself. I have friends that seem to display so much confidence that they think they are a movie star or super model. I just cannot be that way, yet I wish I was somewhat more sure of my skills, my looks, and my other qualities. I feel at times I am being left out of many things due to my reluctance at fitting in. I just wish I could be someone else at times.

Apparently when you hit a certain age you are in your “prime”. I am not sure exactly what defines it as your prime, sexual peek, desire, experimentation or what? I know most of my adult life I have pretty much been prime. I enjoy sex daily, sometimes several times a day. I am married and still I continue to have a great deal of sex. My husband and I have experimented over the years nothing to “odd or bizzare” but exciting. We have swaped with couples, had threesomes, and the odd adventure alone with each others knowledge. I have honestly lived out many fantasies of mine. I have a regular friend that I like to visit and this excites myself and my hubby. Yet, there is one fantasy I have not yet tried. Having a night with multiple men, a gang bang if you will. I really have a distaste for that word but for those of you that are getting off by reading this..”I want a full out sex at every moment, multiple men fondling me, gang bang.” The funny thing is this has always just been a private thought, one I do not even confess to my husband, although I think he has his suspicions. The other day however I receive a text from a friend of mine that lives far away and I have had a sexual encounter with once or twice. He out of the blue says I have a friend and him, myself and your husband should have a wild night together. I must admit the moment I read that my panties got damp. I am not sure it is something I will follow through on but just maybe the possibility is there. Until that day happens I will continue to fantasize about my night with many men. I now have the faces to put to that fantasy. Soon I may even have the sounds, the feelings, the wetness and the excitement. Story to follow if the opportunity arises.