Oh My GOD, I’ve sent dozens of messages to women from Plenty of Fish in Prince George and Quesnel, also went as far as California, every single one either “read deleted” or “unread deleted”. If I’m lucky I’ll get a “read” but never a reply. Some of the women blocked me for introducing myself! What is it with these women? Some of them have serious attitude problems. There is nothing wrong with guys, don’t let these idiots bring your self-esteem down. Plenty of Fish is a medium for shallow, vapid females to get their ego boosts at the expense of well-intentioned men who are genuinely looking for someone special. The “requirements” many of the brainless females on Plenty of Fish site, regardless whether they are in Canada or in the United States, have for their perfect man are often (if not always) unreasonable. Yet by the same token, most of these fat, destitute, single mother sluts expect men to accept them as they are with no complaints. Talk about hypocrisy! A man nowadays is better off budgeting to visit an escort on a semi-regular basis. Or looking for married women who are looking for no strings attached hookups. At least with a pro, you know what you are going to get and how much it will cost. Or if it is no strings attached, you don’t have to worry about her at all. It just bothers me that all of them in this plenty of fish are so undereducated, yet wants the prince charming! Come on! Be real!

I am a shy person, and people think I’m sweet and innocent! Here is a peek in my mind and all the dirty and filthy thoughts that goes in it all day everyday.

I want to fuck older men, the uglier, the creepier, the hairier the better. I fantasize about them touching me at crowded place like supermarket or at the subway. I suck cock whenever I can, whenever I can, every chance I get. I want someone to buy me as a sex doll and keep me in a crate, unpacking me when he wants to use me. I live in the basement and I masturbate naked with the curtains open. I want someone to treat me like a whore. I want to be degraded. I drool at the thought of being raped. I want group of men pissing on me after they unload their cum on me. I have sex dreams about aliens and monsters raping me. Good thing about it all, it’s all a fantasy! I wish all these fantasies would come true!

It’s our wedding anniversary coming up in the summer. The wife and I are going to spend teh evening in the same hotel we got married in California. It will be our tenth year anniversary. Just like many couples, our sex life needs more spice. Often we visited mixed saunas and found it a huge turn on watching others looking at her when everybody is totally naked and get aroused by her. Then we both started to go on Ashley Madison in California. Again, I found it to be a turn on when everyone sees us having sex on the camera.

I want to try something that I have often fantasized about on this anniversary date. I have been friends with a guy online from Ashley Madison for several months and we have got to know each other very well. I told him about my fantasy and he jumped at the chance to see my wife. We have planed it all out. I will just have to find the perfect time to explain what sort of anniversary present I want to my wife. So the fantasy is I want someone to tape us on the film. I originally wanted to be taped secretly without her knowing but I dont think that will work in this occasion. I will also tell her that the video is just for our enjoyment. I dont think she will go for the threesome right off the bat but the thought of being watched and taped by someone else in the room really turns me on. The guy I have been chatting with will also instruct what he wants to see from us. Hoping wife will be up for it.

My pastor in Los Angeles, California, is known for the BIG hugs he gives to men and women. No one thinks it’s inappropriate when he hugs. Lately, however, his hugs to one of our new female members somehow seem intimate and more personal in a way I never saw before. Last week they hugged so forcefully you could totally see the connection. My pastor is married. At bible study last night he almost taught the whole class looking in the direction of this lady. I don’t know how to ask him about this discreetly without disrespecting.

Growing up in Sacramento, California, there were a couple of boys that lived next door. I had a room on the main floor of the house with a large window. I could see their room from my bed and my bed was in their clear sight. During the summer I would open my window to allow the breeze in, which would mean leaving the binds open a little. The boys next door knew this and decided one night they would come see what they could see. They weren’t really quite to say the least, so I decided if they wanted to see I would give them a show and that’s what I did when I got ready for bed. I left the light on and was playing with myself in the bed. Knowing that they were watching, made it much more exciting. Not to mention this was not the last time they got to see me, now I am so addicted to voyeurism, that I wouldn’t miss a chance to do a show for anyone.