I was a restaurant manager in Edmonton. One day I was working on a Wednesday night around 6:00 pm. Restaurant was very busy as it was a first food restaurant. I was in the office when one of the cashier girls comes into the office, closes the door and tells me she has to talk to me. I thought it was something serious like she was pregnant or something because we had been having a little fling for about two months. I’m standing in front of her when she starts to kiss me and unzip my pants. Of course, just like it would to any other guys in my position, this got me going so I moved her over to the desk and put her on it. I pulled down her pants and her thong. I was ready and she was wet and we had sex. Employees were knocking on the door for different stuff and such. But we didn’t make any sound. They thought I was not in my office. I came with tremendous force and so did she. After that she put her uniform back on and went to help the customers. I had a grin on my face for rest of the evening.

I moved to Vancouver from a small northern town called Vanderhoof to go to the Simon Fraser University. I secured myself with a part-time job at a shoe store there. I thought it would be a boring job but little did I know what I had in store for me. Of course just like any other guys would, I would always check out girls. Summer was my favorite because of the dresses they would wear for shopping. They love their shoes. When they wanted to try out the shoes, that’s when my good times would start. Sometimes I’d start getting hard even before someone sat down. I love that slow leg cross and uncross when they would try out their shoes, sometimes they would cock their leg so I would get that incredible front row view right up under their skirt. It was almost like they are doing it knowingly. It was very nerve wracking looking up their skirts, but come on, I was a university student with full of testosterone. I stopped counting how many times I saw hot girls not wearing panties, sometimes I would even feel like I would climax in my pants with excitement. Sometimes they would try several pair of shoes and sometimes they would let me help them put the perfect shoe on them. I also remember sometimes when they would pay for the shoes; I would notice they would have a smile, almost like asking me, how did you like the show? It was so hot. One of the reasons why I own couple of shoe stores now.

My secret is that I was in love with a married man once. I tried not to fall for him but we worked together at a small business in Fort St. John. We became friends and then things grew day by day. I felt like my husband was not paying attention to me and this guy was paying me all the attentions I ever wanted. He was younger than me. He was kind and funny and saw things in me that my husband didn’t. He loved his wife but was no longer intimate with her. They were bored with each other or at least that is what he told me. I didn’t mind because I was getting the attention I always wanted. He felt refreshed in my company and so did I. I even loved his kids, but he wasn’t leaving his family and he couldn’t make me part of it. Same was with me, I couldn’t leave my husband and was not going to make him part of my family. So as suddenly as it started, it ended. I knew it would end but it was still painful. I won’t let myself love another married man again, I think I regret how I felt about him but at the same time I cherish every single moment of it.

My job is a circus show. I’ll try to sum it up by first telling you about the folks I work with and where I work. I work for a car sales company in Prince George.

First, there is this supermodel wanna-be chick. She is our administrative assistant. Yeah, okay, she is pretty hot, maybe too hot for our work, but damn is she completely useless. She is not only useless to me but to the entire organization. The girl is constantly fixing her hair or putting on makeup. She is extremely self-centered and has never once considered the needs or wants of anyone but herself. She is a flirt and she flirts with everyone. There is a rumor that she is sleeping with the boss who is married! She is as dumb as a box of rocks, and I still find it surprising that she has enough brain power to continue to breathe. I really wonder how she got the job. She really doesnt have to follow the dress code, but yet everyone else has to follow the dress code. She does not have to be on time in the morning, but everyone else loses money if they are late! Does it really make any sense? Are we really that shallow and stupid to not see whats happening?

The next chick is completely the opposite. I dont think she is the smartest person on the planet but she might be very close. Her career opportunities are endless but I dont know why she is stuck with us. Maybe because she thinks she has no future anywhere else. She is negative on a scale of 1 to 10 – look wise. I’m not sure she even showers, much less shaves her “womanly” parts. Literally she is gross but she is the glue to our company.

But the cream of the crop has got to be this guy who is stoned the entire time he is at work. He is more than just your average crack head. In fact, he is baked before he comes to work, during work, and I’m sure after work. He is only 22 but dresses like a rock star from 1960’s. Also, he is constantly hungry, requiring multiple stops to McDonalds and Burger King, day.
If its not a circus I don’t know what it is! I wish the first one and the last one would get fired! I also wish middle one gets a shower!

I rent office space in a small office building. It consists of a well needed service within our community providing support to families. I have been within this office for the past three years. I have seen three executive directors of this organization in that time.

The first was determined with an understanding of company morale and equal opportunities. Then she left to be with her family more.

The next was a charmer, talked a big game but never followed through. Was found more often than not off on some meeting that no one ever know about. He had no social boundaries and often offended many of the employees with comments about their cultural background or religious beliefs. Needless to say he moved on to bigger and brighter things.

Now the office has a new executive director. One with a resume apparently quite impressive. Yet in my opinion a number of jobs within a short time frame. This would lead me to suspicion. He entered the organization, friendly, outgoing, welcoming and the signs of a great leader. Within a few months the tables have turned. He has hired a new manager that as sweet as she is, really knows little about her position. Yet as I would say “naive enough to follow suit”. He has begun to slowly eliminate postitions in order to hire new staff who in my opinion he can bully into his agenda.

My office has now become the local crying spot as the veteran staff come to me to release, vent and pour out their emotions as they see their careers coming to an end. He has now advertised and eliminated a position of one who has been here 17 years. Not giving her a chance as it is requiring a university degree, not something she is going to attain in her late 50’s. Basically stating that her job is no longer hers. Leaving her to grieve as how she will pay for her children’s university, her retirement, and her lifes needs. She is a hard worker and an effective employee, yet without a degree makes her not something this small town organization now is looking for. Another position filled by a qualified person with a degree and furthering education has been given 2 months to finish that education or their position is also given to another. After 10 years within the community providing stable care for families. Having established relationships, networks and a face in this small town. The outsider executive comes in causing this once free sailing ship with hard workers to quickly sink. Lives are being ruined, families are affected and his heart is missing. He is ruining what this small town has established. Bringing outsiders into our community who we all know will not stick around. Who we know will not establish that bond these steadfast, dedicated employees have built. The wool is being pulled over the communities eyes, the board of directors and the new employees. This man is a tyrant. This man is after one thing. Who can I impress. What can I do to change this small town, effective organization, to become big and fancy on paper. To build a great resume down the road for myself. So I can move and leave the once strong individuals that build this organization broken. Should I shout it to the rooftops. I don’t know.

For now it is something I keep to myself and be as much a support as I can to these poor down trodden individuals.